One (long but vitally important) last thing before bed... Ive said it a million times...the older I get, the less things make sense. The less I feel I have control over....but this time in a good way.... Today started out pretty much the same as any other...and its ending just about the same. (Airport, plane ride, airport, car, food, bed, etc...) However, there was a moment today that could have thrown me for a loop. It could have made me come unglued...but it didnt....and surprisingly - Im not. Im stronger. Its not that I dont care...because I do! Deeply....as always! Its just that I think Im finally starting to figure out who I am and what Im really worth...and also starting to care less and less if others dont see that. I think I get what the quote, your opinion of me is none of my business really means. Thats why Im pushing everyone to better themselves, physically. I think it brings clarity and self worth....something that so many of us lack! (The compliments on my wall dont hurt either, brrrrkay?) But do it for YOU! Because youre valuable and perfectly crafted to be something amazing!! Dont do it because of another human being who probably couldnt care less. Honestly, if you dont love you first....how will you ever love someone else?! Someone asked me why I always use the #keepbreathing hash tag. Its because Ive struggled the last couple of months with valuing my own life and who I really was. Its been my reminder to persevere and wake up each day with the motivation to survive....to keep going. Well....screw just surviving...its time to thrive! SURVIVE! THRIVE! PERSEVERE! BE MORE! KEEP BREATHING!!!! Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. Psalms 139:14
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 05:51:38 +0000
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