One month ago I lost my precious Brittany! Even though I know she suffers no more it gets harder everyday without her!! The fact she suffers no more doesnt make me love or miss her any less!!! It is heartbreaking to think that she suffered and fought for her life most of her teenage years and then is taken from us one week before her 21st birthday!!! I dont understand it and I will NEVER understand it!!! No child should go through anything like this!!! Cancer sucks and no child should ever have to face it!!! I couldnt sleep last night, I was awake at 335am, (the moment she passed a month ago) I havent stopped thinking about her all day and I just wish I could kiss her, see her make a funny face, smile, hold her hand or hear her voice one more time!!! I keep looking at pictures and watching videos of her and I just miss her that much more!!! I hate the cemetery because she doesnt like to be cold or be in the dark and I hate thinking of her in that little box in the ground!!! She should be here at home with us her family who loves and misses her very much!!! When it storms I think of her because she was scared of thunder and lightening!!! She had so many friends that loved her so much and she should be here making more memories with them!! Next month will be a year since she was nominated homecoming queen and when we found out she relapsed with Leukemia, talk about a roller coaster month!!! I just pray that we all find peace and comfort somehow and soon but I just cant begin to think how I will feel at peace or find comfort without my little girl!!! I love you Brittany!!! You will always be my Princess!!!
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 16:41:36 +0000
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