One morning I woke up from a dream that Kolten had passed away. Many of you know we always talked about death because it had been a reality for him since the day he found out about his medical problems. That morning when I woke up, he hugged me tight as always. I still remember that particular dream (we both had dreams every once and a while about the other passing away) I wont go into details of it but I remember riding through town later that day and this song came on the radio and him stopping at the red light and looking over to me and saying always remember this song, one day it will mean more to you then you know now. I had forgotten all about that moment and this song until I heard it today. Kolten is the reason I am so strong, because he would do what a lot of men wont and that is talk. He always told me not to be afraid of anything. I cant believe it has been seven months since I kissed you, held your hand, hugged you, and you told your brother and I that you would see us later. We both had faith that you would pull through, and you making it all the way through the surgery showed me that you didnt want to give up and you wanted to fight, then they told us that they had to take you back and open you up once more, then they told us that you didnt make it. It was your time to go, but God let you make it through to show us all just how strong you were. I love you baby and always will and your son does to, he smiles when he sees a family picture, and he will know just how much you wanted him and how much you loved him. RIP my love.
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 04:58:27 +0000
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