One of my dearest friends just told me what I guess I needed to hear, yet Im not sure I know how to believe it. She said Tammy I want you to listen to me because I love you like a sis, dont you blame yourself for this, its not your fault. I know it was God working through her to have said that to me, because THAT is why Ive felt so alone. I wonder if I caused it? Did I miss the warning signs? Could I have prevented his heart attack? And so many other thoughts race through my mind. Its exhausting in itself, then being strong for both of us, its such a heavy load. I guess this is one of those times when God carries us?! Another thing, Dan is having a scope (camera) ran down to his lungs today to find out what is going on in there. They will clear out anything they find while there, and the test it for whatever they test mucus for. Im wiped out, I just need to cry and Ive always had trouble doing that. It took me 3 years to cry when I lost my mom. Thank you, Amy. You know why. I love you.
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 16:36:12 +0000
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