One thing I cant conceal is Im 21 weeks pregnant with a beautiful baby I havent even seen since he/she was 12 weeks and 7 days old. I can feel them moving, kicking, hitting, hiccuping. I feel a small spirit inside of me with a lot of power who has completely taken over my heart even at 6 weeks pregnant. You know how they tell us we signed up in the pre-existence knowing exactly what we were getting in to, then how can we say any baby is a mistake? I hate when people make my child sound like a mistake or an option. Theyre not, they made the choice to come in to this world to me, right now. For me to be their mother and my friends and family to be their friends and family. Which is why Im not hurt when people say things about me being young or not having my stuff together, does anyone really have their stuff together their entire life? Probably not. We learn, we grow, we make mistakes, and at the end of day none of us are perfect. We all have the ability to change and grow, it just matters for who and what. I love my little baby and it scares me to think of ever losing them. Im thankful heavenly father has taken care of me and my health in the way that he has, so I wouldnt have to worry about the health of my child. I will get through the next 19 weeks and when I see your face, itll all make sense why I was brought to this earth. Because theres no greater gift than being a mother and loving your children.
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 15:45:13 +0000
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