One year ago tomorrow I came down with chronic illness and was taken down, mostly horizontal for 6 months. In the Spring I emerged, not quite well, but very active all the way through the Summer. I was so tired of being tired and not well, that I just pretended not to be. One year later, Im coming into balance and finally understanding the root of this. It took a whole year. Its like that with the big things, they take time to unfold. Im grateful it didnt take my whole lifetime. My body has been communicating with me and Im finally hearing the message. HALLELUJAH! Im an extraordinarily sensitive person. I spent the early part of my life ignorant to this fact, and the latter part trying to escape, deny, repress, and change it. As I begin to see the light at the bottom of this birth canal, I recognize this sensitivity as my gift. Im welcoming and taking responsibility for it, and expressing my gratitude by LIVING in a way that respects it. Little by little, Im learning to actively love myself by delegating every thing in my life that drains my energy. Im creating the boundaries that I need in my life to protect this sensitive vessel. Im carving out the time I need every day to cultivate my gift. This morning in my practice I felt a strong flame within, breathing more space between my cells, and She spoke: I am now ready to burn away the belief that I am ill. It is done. And so it is. Happy Anniversary to me, my body, my vessel, my gift. Thank you for celebrating with me.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 02:38:31 +0000
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