Only 10 minutes into the movie #AugustRush and Im already close to tears....Ironically, the first time I saw this movie, was in 2011 and I had temporarily moved back to Oklahoma as part of my Spiritual Journey, to research my childhood and birth family history. I visited my #birthplace in Sapulpa, and found my way to some of the places where I had lived while in #FosterCare, including the home of my first adoption, where I had been imprisoned for 6 years. Re-visiting these places, was incredibly #therapeutic for me, as it really helped to #validate that these places truly existed, just as my memories have always shown me, especially true, the house where I experienced the darkest days of my life. As a #traumatized and #suicidal teenager, in violation of a court order, I contacted my first #adoptive father, in an attempt to achieve #closure for what was the most difficult of my life experiences to overcome. Naturally, being the same coward that I remembered him as, he completely denied that I had ever existed in his home, while with the same breath, threatened to file harassment charges against me, for violating the court order...his own denial and the threats he made towards me, has served me well over the years, as confirmation and and aided in my achieving closure for this dark period of existence.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 00:39:28 +0000
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