Oooof....today has been a very emotionally difficult day! Why you - TopicsExpress



          

Oooof....today has been a very emotionally difficult day! Why you ask? Just because lol Having my daily mental battle of hopeless fear verses hopeful faith. Hopeful faith always wins but gosh.....some of these wars I fight in my head are tough! AND...... My oncologist said that for me to get reconstructive surgery is risky possibly causing cancer to spread more rapidly blah blah blah. So I think I might just be trying to learn how to cope with accepting one BIG boob. I have not got the fake boob and bra throughout it all but I suppose I shall. Maybe then I can feel comfortable wearing something else besides tshirts. Just having a yucky day but I rocked Wyatt to sleep alot longer than normal. After he fell asleep in my arms I cried & cried & cried & ...oh I already told you I cried. But as I held him kissing those sweet lips it came to me (again) that I can choose to cry & feel sorry for myself or embrace right here right now & each moment thereafter creating lasting moments for he & I to share so when I am old we can talk about it. The choice is mine.
Posted on: Sun, 12 Oct 2014 02:03:40 +0000

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