Outside you see me smiling and floating through each day, a little tired, a little confused, but overall Im okay. You dont hear my anguished thoughts which surface every night. They plague me, haunt me, torment me ‘til I’m too weak to fight. And so, next day, I awake and go on about my day, with deeply shadowed eyes I smile, laugh, and speak on cue, living a pack of lies. A silent scream echos inside, reaction to my lie ‘til with no warning it erupts and I crumble down and cry. Can’t you hear my silent scream, decipher what I hide? So come and ask me what is wrong, come sit down by my side. If nothing else, then please read through this tangled web I weave for your really not the one I’m trying to deceive. Help me I don’t know what I want I’ve lost my guiding light. Please hold me, let me cry and say somehow you’ll make everything alright. Perhaps deep down I know what is wrong, and what keeps me wide awake. I know the source of all my tears and this ever lasting heartache. But not yet can I face it, or maybe I just won’t. Please someone help me understand, God only knows I don’t....++
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 06:48:03 +0000
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