Over the last 2 yrs I have been posting about the changes in my life, the harassment I have received, the ostracizing, and nonsense I am seeing in this world. I have been making chances, cutting out people, limiting my exposure to certain circumstances and situations, and making my own world stronger by being there for my own and making my mark on the world. I am no longer holding back. Witnessing lies, hate, disrespect, neglect, rumors, truths, and all around craziness in this world. Common courtesy for the simple things are few and far between. I am being taken advantage of by a few. I make it a point to extent myself to others. No expectations of return. Well those days are coming to an end. I will pick and choose how I open up my abilities. I can no longer support others financially, fuel, food, or other needs. My family comes first. I am disgusted with people whom claim, Oh I will help, and commit, then forget to give what they promise. I take pride in my surroundings. I keep my word. I take care of home before I worry about any organization, person, or place. My house is my showplace and where I take care of my family. Cluttered for the last few months but it is clean. My family is always taken care of first. I am blessed for all my husband has given to me. I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and anything I want if I just ask for it. Respect to him comes in a home that is clean, food made, children in line, clothes cleaned, and my whole world maintained at his request. I am blessed to be able to seek my dreams. In return he has his world maintained. There is no more of the people in my life whom can not contribute a healthy way. I see so many things that make me sick. I get disgusted, heart wrenched, and irritated because these things can be taken care of if some just try. This past weekend, I witnessed a family member whom after so many years of craziness, found 6 yrs ago the man of her dreams. One small instant he was removed to heaven. I find my cousin in severe medical need from cancer. So much to lose if her battle is lost. Such extreme measures are being taken to hopefully save her for her family. Ungrateful people are around me. People whom want something for nothing. People whom do not take pride in the fact they are extremely blessed and lucky to be where they are and refuse to show the respect and pride for what they have. Excuses to be made to not make something of your life for you and yours. I am busy making our lives better and following my dreams because I am blessed to be able to have what I have and move forward to something better. Make your life better by doing it yourself. If you complain keep it to yourself. I am not going to hear your complaints if you can not do what is needed to change it. I am done.
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 01:16:26 +0000
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