PLEASE READ EVERYONE!!!!! sometimes in life we all go though something and it changes our life for better or worse...for me it was the worse almost 4 years ago i met who i thought was the love of my life i was young and dumb looking back i wish i would of listened to my friends and family about him i was with him for 3 and a half long years and everyday i was with him i was scared for my life i went through so much with him i did everything i could for him but in return i got beat cheated on and much more i lost my self respect and lost all faith and hope in living i wanted to leave this earth i felt like no one was there and i wasnt safe anymore we split for a period of time and i was stupid to think he changed i got back with him and i was in and out of the hospital for the next year it sucked i was stuck i was so scared to leave as if all hope was lost for me i finally got tired of it and grew some balls i finally called the cops on him and he got locked up so i packed all my stuff and left he got out that next day and i felt so free he kept blowing my phone up on june 11 2013 i was finally free and felt like i could be myself again but no he had tracked me down and i started running all over the usa to feel safe and for a period of time i was but i was so lost i missed my family so i came back home and to this day im scared to death cause i know hell find me again and i fear that day i hope it never comes i finally forgave him and tired to move on with my life but thats something i cant do he made it were i cant trust anyone and its so hard to see who is real and fake it puts a big toll on my life but im getting there so if anyone is in some kinda spouse abuse tell some you cant run all your life and if you need anyone to talk to ive been there its not easy but when you have someone there for you its not as lonely im here for anyone who needs help or just someone to listen to them there is good people in this world you just gotta pick through the bad ones ill never forget my past but i got to move on sometimes just remember there are people who care for you and love you and there is a god up there looking out for us in the good and bad times
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 06:39:22 +0000
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