POSSIBILITIES...THEY DO EXIST...DONT THEY? I wanna feel the change consume me...feel the outside...turning in.~ Tool Theres always something that I can find simply profound in a question some days. Match it to a good song, that helps you look at it in more detail, and the possibilities become utterly...endless...At least in my world that is... You probably already know, that world of mine, has seen its share of changes over the years. Some have come out of necessity, some have been forced and thrust upon me against my will at the time, and yet others have come through the simple act of just asking myself what it is that I truly want to change....and why... If you believe in the philosophies that come from our FORTY SIX & 2, then you know as well as I do, that we do have a world out there that can be what we truly envision it to be for ourselves. it doesnt just magically appear, and just because I want certain things for myself, doesnt mean that its for everyone, or anyone else. that to me is the greatest thing about Life, it can take us all on our own journey, because we set the adventures in motion by believing it can be...Simple? Not for me over the years...and each day I continue to learn more and more of what my own true possibilities for myself really are.... I havent spent enough time learning to be a rocket scientist, or done what is required to be an astronaut, and I dont think, with my past, I will ever run for a place in the senate. But thats ok, I know that is the reality of it all, and I have to look at what it is my experiences not only make of me to this point, but what they can be used and focused at to bring me to the reality of what I can still truly achieve, see, live, and more importantly become...and maybe the real truth is that I have already done that and now need to just accept in and move on to the next realm of this life of mine.... And then comes the fact that it isnt really about me at all.... Its about what that Universe, and the HIM, that I call the CEO of that corporation, has in mind for my particular job description...which I am finding out keeps seeming to expand daily...And according to my calculations also adds quite a bit to that resume of mine. You know the one right? You never really have a job interview or anything, you just seem to fit right in with the business that is going on all around you anyways... I dont know what it is I really am trying to share this evening, I just felt like writing about the fact that I can write about something, that seems to mean something to me, and thats whats important...because today...the difference is I believe in me again, and hadnt even took the time to notice it.... it was 6 years and 3 months ago today, that I faced my change, and at first it seemed so monumental of a task to even begin it, I almost didnt...Each day, each week, each month and each year life has kept coming at me...you have told me it was going to be ok...keep going...You told me to believe...and I did....you told me I was worth something again...and I feel as rich as ever...I write about me...but I think about you as I do....because you are part of me...and I hope in the weirdest little way...me of you...and that will never change...and can never be taken away... Whatever has happened over the years of my life thus far, I never in my wildest dreams thought that it would....but it has...and that my friends is why I can answer that question I started out with...Do they exist???? Hell yes.......Today.....I saw a Moose....tell me they dont....and Ill tell you...Wait a while....they will.......all you have to do is believe in them first.... Thanks for reading, Lance... the new guy...Rome We continue because....we can youtu.be/qSKEJC9WoQw
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 05:18:49 +0000
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