Part of my blindness and anxiety that really clashes together that drives me insane. All my life Ive been told I was pretty and I was special & I was wanted.Men made me feel that way too, but most of them ended up useing me & trashing me away. So I dont always believe compliments, when I hear them. Now I have lots of Gal Pals that tell me all these things I believe them. But still dont believe it myself. But Ive always had anxiety over all those issues. Not saying Im ugly. I know thats not true. But Ive never seen myself as others have seen me. As pretty. And now I cant see my reflection in the mirror as well either. So that really makes me feel in confident I should say. Anyway Im having one of those days where I dont feel bad but I just dont feel pretty today. I see myself fat @ times, even though I lost the weight. Because I can feel the fat or whatevers left underneath the clothes. On my tummy. Or my legs. On my arms. I dont see me as you all do. Luckally there are clothes hideing what I know of. LOL! Sometimes it just makes a person feel low and insecure. Thats me. When it comes to my outer beauty.Being adopted is a Blessing. But no matter how well I have had it with my Adopted Family. I have still felt like a throw away all my life. I cant help how I feel, so dont try to change me. Thats the cold hard truth! :(
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 22:48:50 +0000
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