#Patai Every time I go home to nz, I am able to see dead people and can communicate. I cant see them here in oz. I cant see whanau or people I knew its always strangers. I learnt very early to ignore them, pretend I cant see them and they pretty much leave me alone. My nan gave me earthing rocks which I take with me when I go home. I bury them where i stay and able to cope with the torment some of them give me. Very few people know I can see, including my parents and husband but those who do say its a gift, I think its a burden. The last time I when home I was fine until I went to the urupa. I had to leave half way though the service cause it was too much I ended up getting very scared and returned back to oz in less than a week. I refuse to go home for close whanau tangis including my brothers, uncles and nans. I cant be the only person with this. Does anyone know how to cope,( other than drinking)? I do not want to develop this, I want it gone. Ive been blessed and blessed again it doesnt help.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 01:20:24 +0000
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