People dont seem to realize the affects the things they say have one people. You want to know what years and years or tormenting an bullying has done to me? I cant look in the mirror without being disgusted with the way I look and I will sit there and point out things about myself that I hate. I cant go clothes shopping because when something doesnt fit I put myself down and try to starve myself to lose weight. I became a cutter to deal with the pain of what people said. Now I look at my hideous scars and see signs of weakness. I wear loose shirts and sweatshirts all the time to hide my stomach. Whenever someone compliments me I dont believe them. I dont think Im the kinda girl anyone could find attractive. I refuse to let myself get close to people because I dont want to be hurt or disappointed anymore. Because of bullying, I have to see a therapist. Because of bullying, I didnt want to go to school so my grades dropped. Because of bullying, I isolated myself from the world. But you know what? The things I was bullied about, they were things beyond my control. My weight is from having a medical condition. Me not being smart, I am a dyslexic that the teachers would put in the back corner of the classroom and ignore, even when Id ask for help because they didnt believe I was dyslexic. I didnt learn how to read until I was in the fifth grade, my brain switches numbers around so 18 becomes 81. My brain will add words or take words out of sentences or Ill read a word that isnt even there. Think before you judge. And know the facts before you speak. You never know if the person you bullied today will still be here tomorrow. -Chemical Kid
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 06:23:15 +0000