People say all the time wait on God to send you that right person. Guess what for the most part all my relationships except when I was young and dumb full with cum I let the women come to me. Truthfully Im really am ashamed Im shy to a point unless a female give me a sign shes not going to be harassed by me. I dread putting myself out there. I hate having feelings cause I am sensitive not in a famine way. Im a deep thinker and I feel everything my memories sometimes keep me from sleeping. When I actually telling a woman Im feeling her its deeper than that with me. Since I guess at a part in my life I was bullied, snapped on, picced on, etc. etc. All in the end made something that I hate to see angry. The destructive forces run through me and if youre the enemy then Ill pray for you. Truth be told though because of my sensitivity Ill make me the person I strike. Even if I know Im in the right Id still will beat myself up later. Now my biggest weakness is trying to love where love dont live. I actually try to do right for approval positive reinforcement. Do good and good comes bacc. Cant no woman I ever been with say I did her wrong. Wronging someone I intend to cherish is redundant. Even if Im right I blame myself and actually try to fix it. I maybe perceived as weak but I cant stand seeing a woman cry. Look a woman is suppose to be our life or help mate. It bugs me that these lil boys get good women and destroy them. Then I come along somebody that truly just want someone to love and returned. Young punk now done spoiled her spirit. Women if you really listen to a man we always telling you whats going on. Where we at and how we feel. Ladies just read the signs youll actually find out whats going on just by letting us really get into you. If we trust you youre craccin and if you trust us everybody winning. Think Like A Man But Act Like A Woman. I aint even going to lie not that I do anyway. I can be friends with some the beautiful women with no problem. Dont get it flip flopped though I may wanna knocc the bottom out and blow her bacc out I wont cross that line. Foreal anytime I flirt or tell a female how Im feeling and about me it be so so sincere. I hate feeling like Im making a fool of myself. Im a eye reader for the most part I know things aint right. I watch everything and see everything. Ive had the audacity to holla at females lately I know in my heart...... FOOL REALLY. Why are you digging knowing your chances are extremely slim. After Ive made a fool of myself I usually kicc myself and want to go somewhere and sleep like Rip Van Wrinkle hopefully by time I awake everybody that seen or knew about my fools mission is gone and forgotten. Ill say this any female Ive hollered at my bad I used you all for my own ego boost. I actually been trying to build my self esteem. Tell this much if I had the funds I will and can get any woman I want. Not by buying her either real talk. This is my last post... 1
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 04:42:49 +0000
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