Please bear with me as I have something that I need to get off my chest today that I will never have the opportunity again to say in person, although it doesnt apply to the vast majority of you and for that I am so blessed and cherish each of you. Truly!!! Thanks for including me in your life and being a part of mine!!! I used to relish the days I was left home alone as I would take the time to truly relax and reflect, or I would get much more work done with everyone out from under my feet. Today, however, it is painful and very lonely. It is during these times that I am haunted the most by your BETRAYAL!!! How can you be so flipping cold? What does this say about your ability to be a good mother? It cant be favorable. Selfish is selfish and Cold is cold no matter who you are dealing with!!!! Are you lying to the friends you have left, your family and yourself that you were somehow victimized by me or mine? You know that is the furthest thing from the truth!!! All we have ever done is try to help you in every way imaginable!! Most of all we loved you and yours like family!! Nothing will EVER excuse your behavior and your actions. In spite of it all, I feel overwhelming PITY for YOU and others you will dupe because with the passage of time I will begin to hurt less and forgive more, but you will FOREVER BE HAUNTED by the pain you have inflicted!!! You need to start coming clean, because if I am ever asked what happened, I will do the very thing you are incapable of doing -- TELL THE TRUTH!!! I will continue to pray for you and pray for the ability to forgive you. That doesnt mean you will ever have the chance to hurt my family again. I just want to live my life as I have always done -- to be the best possible person I can be and to not inflict harm or injury to others -- and in peace and harmony!!!
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 19:51:56 +0000
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