Please pray for me. I usually dont ask, but I am afraid I might lose it. We finally get home from the hospital, Reese is on fall break and I have so looked forward to just spending this week AT HOME with my kids. Both the girls have been on antibiotics for 1 week so I am mind blown that Reese now has a fever! Oakley seems the same with his sickness and Shiloh is starting to feel warm too. I just dont understand. I am seriously about to take all my kids and lock them in this house and not let them leave for a good month or so. Call me crazy- I dont care. I dont want ANY of my kids sick-for obvious reasons, but now we have to worry about it getting my heart baby sick and postponing his ABSOLUTELY necessary surgery-I dont want that. Also when one of my kids gets sick, my family gets separated. My heart cant handle much more. Poor Oakley gets sick we are away from the girls and at the hospital. The girls get sick we send them off with family until they are well enough to be around Oakley. I am a mother who is so in love with ALL my children and want to be around them ALL the time and for some reason this just cant happen. I try to stay positive and I am so thankful and feel blessed for all we have and all the wonderful people who are there for us and the amazing knowledge God has given the dr.s to help my son, but today I am truly struggling. I know God wont give more than he thinks I can handle, but I think God has much more faith in me today than I have in myself. Sorry for venting but I feel like people need to hear this to understand why I dont have people over and why I dont want my kids to really go ANYWHERE right now because of all the sickness. Its nothing personal to anyone, but we just cannot keep getting sick in the Haddock house. Please pray for all my sick babies and that we can finally get them well and that they STAY that way. Thank you all and GOD bless.
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 19:49:16 +0000
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