Please read all McCollum and Harlandale*********Dear friends and family. This is a post I pray you take time to read. The lady is not a stranger she is a dear friend. Her name is Theresa Ceja a 1995 graduate of McCollum High School. Her son Michael is 17 years old and a 10th grader at Harlandale High School. As we come together as a community during this 50th Anniversary of the Frontier Bowl let us also come together as a family to show our support with prayer and encouraging words for this family who needs and wants to be lifted up in prayer. God Bless all of us. Gm. This morning I just need to share some words of wisdom. (At less I think it is.) On October the 23rd the day after Michaels birthday my life would forever be be charged. Mike had to get admitted for what I thought would be a regular routine dr visit. But instead on that Friday the 25th I would be told that my only son would be coming home on hospice care. Which although I had witnessed my sons body declining it was still so hard to hear & accept but I knew this is what he wanted. Let me just say my experience in this situation has been a nightmare. Then I made a judgement call in telling my sisters to talk to my mom about understanding that the time was getting near that Michael was getting tired so we need to start making peace & accepting his decision on coming home to pass away & that was on Sunday the 27th. Then on that Monday at about 1:30pm I had went downstairs to get something to eat because I hadnt eaten anything when I received another blow to my heart that my siblings could NOT wake up my mother. But that ant all of it, sometime in all this mix up my job says they understand but they no longer can not hold my postion. So I received a letter that I can appeal with in 10 days. O-ya but I can come back later, while lossing 13yrs with the county & with no strikes against me. Talk about life being unfair. So fast forward to this morning. Yesterday I had to lay my mother to rest then come home & hear my son say a lot of things out of anger to me. Also to find out some of my siblings are doing things in my mother house she would NOT have approved of if she was still here with us. NOW THAT IS A DAM SHAME. So if you think you have problems read this story & tell me you are going through something worse then watching your son suffer from cancer slowly while lossing your true best friend your mother. Like I said before she was always my go to girl for anything I was going through. Now Im stuck with making decisions all alone. Trying to figure out if this is what she would say or want. And trust me theres more but Im so embarrassed to even put down on fb. So the bottom line is to be grateful for what you have. If you have your parents still please tell them you love them even if you know they know cause thats what made it easier for me to cope with cause she knew how much I loved her & I knew how much she loved me. But most importantly, if you have health children hug them, love them, tell them EVERYDAY how much you love them cause you never know. Again I know there will be light at the end of this long & lonely tunnel. I still believe everything happens for a reason. But most importantly I know God has a bigger & better plan for me. That I cant even imagine in this moment. Just hope my fb friends & family can read between the lines. Hope you all have a good day. Just saying♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Nov 2013 00:59:02 +0000
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