Please read and share: My final cry out for understanding You dont have to have to penetrate to be a rapists your worda alone can moleste a person and he hurt me. I thought that the option of being his friend would help break the mold that past men have buit up not infatuated by my d cup or the contours of my butt I was only looking for conversation and a found it to be more in th e world not of it only to find out the conversation was more how God created and into how to create but when I question his salvation he shifts conversation and projects his image of how a woman should respond. I then begain to unravel the tru idenity of this wolf in sheeps clothing only to get ridiculed and forced into believing its my fault because I choose to talk to him talk to him talk to him and tell him the level of destruction and he replies thats how God made me I continue to be the virtuous woman that I am and talk to my havenly father which urges me to expose them as they are and I look toward the advice of wise counsel which only conceals and not tackle the situation. Using God as a doormat wiping off the sin only to walk back in it as we walk back out I cry out only to be pushed away because its manly my fault you know how he is and just leave him alone but it only reminds me of my childhood of hidden cries hidden lies no consulting wondering why asking God if I even stand up for myself eveyone is aginat me and I still lie. And they said the church would help me that sanctified souls are question l learn my lesson but he never does for hes just a man and my past reflecta my reaction ao thats why she like that Like a rapists he gets the mandatory sentence of leave her be just being a man an s God made me So I keep my tears bottled up concisely pray for forgiveness pray for him. It seems that God is my only hopes of serving this hurt....man will keep me. Because rape dont start with penetration but with the words he sent me.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 11:49:21 +0000
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