Plz Admin post dis..I knw guys its nt a confesion n evn its 2 long, its a page of ma novel n its true whc hpnd wid me in actual...so if u vl read dis I vl b thnkful. IT WAS JUST A BEGINNING OF AN END... It was a usual day... I was lying on bed. Thinking about ma love, thinking about her smile, her charm, her caring nature, her sweetness, the way she loves me. Her thoughts were playing in my mind and covered my whole world..... Suddenly ma phone rang... It was Ankit calling.....It distracted my mind from ma love’s thoughts... “Kaha hai bhai..??? He asked. “Ghar pe hi hu...Bol...” I replied. “Tuition nai Jana kya..??? Chal ready ho JA... I am coming in 10 minutes.”…I said in a lazy voice. He reminded me for ma A/C’s class... After sometime I reached at ma class. She was there. After every moment I use to see her. Her smile makes me realize her love for me. We talked for near about 15 min after tuition, she said that she love me a lot. May what comes between our love, she is never going to leave me. We were happy being witheach other, happy being in relationship... After the talks get over she moved towards her home by walking. I followed her..... But what is this..!!!!!!! I saw her ex boyfriend....he came towards me. He was in attitude.... His bruise below his eye looked angry and sore. He asked me to leave her alone” Don’t you dare to follow her again? I don’t want to see you roaming around her.” I was shocked.... I collected ma strength, tried to understand what is going on with her ex. Itried to control ma questions running in my mind and replied, “She loves ME. She said that right now.” He gave a cruel smile. He was confident and called her. He handed me his phone. “Hello” voice of her came so smoothly... “Hi Tabish here....” I replied I was scared. She started crying. I was smashed and shattered..... Don’t know what her crying means... But I know somewhere in my heart that she cheated me..... I was not able to believe it... It just happened to me.... I was broken into pieces. I wish I could die there only... my friends picked me up from there n made me sit in car... I cried as loudly as I can... I couldn’t control my pain.... To stop thinking about her, to stop realizing that pain, I smoked... one after the other... for ten times... Still I was not able to collect that strength..... I cried badly, loudly for half an hour... everything played like a film in front of my watery eyes... The moments which were safe in my heart were vanished now.... Coming back to my home I ran towards my room without responding to my parent’s question about my condition... I locked myselfin room.... like a corpse I lay dead and numb on the floor of my room.... my world was smashed.... I felt worse every time when I thought of her crying voice.... Memories of love were coming in front of my eyes... her cries were echoing in my ears....just one thought was booming in my heart and mind. How could she do that? All I know was she... love, hatred, jealousy, anger, confusion all these emotions were waging a battle in my mind.... I don’t know what is happening with me.... But I only know is that I am alone, I need to be cared, I need to be loved, I need tobe consoled...... my world starts with her... If she is not there then there is nothing in my life... I was almost dead... my world was over now..
Posted on: Sat, 31 Aug 2013 08:11:26 +0000
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