Poem#4 I never known how one heart could take such a beating.All the times you came in& out now my heart has only weakened. Killed by all the lies,broken attempts and empty promises. Why must I continue to blame for all these fears, when it was I who let you bring all my tears. I can only ask why could one be so cold, guess I was never meant to be forever yours. As I spent all these years waiting for the Real you to unfold . And hoping for a life with happy days and you to forever hold. As a lil girl I never thought life was so cruel, I saw a perfect ending with all the love one could endure. Now Im left with the pain and sorrows from the one I chose to be grey with. I let you so deep in my heart and gave you every last part i could of me. Why, oh why was I so smitten & fooled by all the words left unspoken by you. Maybe for an instant that lil girl came back to haunt me. Haunted by the fairy tales that only one could deserve my love. And all n all u continued to watch me fall. I fell so hard the Angels could only warn me. Was this Gods plan those angles tried to show me.I only keep wondering if this test was not meant for me.Could it of been he wanted you my dear to see. See if one could let go and separate. Desperate for you to change your ways and suck up your pride to accept the true meaning. The meaning of that true unconditional love I gave. Despite all the games you played. Now Ive see Gods plan all along was to expose and release the selfishness he saw in you. Hoping that one day youre eyes could uncover and see. See the beauty that life and love she tried to bring. But you failed his attempt to forever place that ring. As the man you have become was never worthy of Her mold. As Im writing this I cant help but think, that this was a possible glimps of his wish. I only tried to save your soul, and now the truth is being told . Its become plain and clear that it was not you but me who craved for Gods hand to hold . Although it came in blood red tears, it was I who learned a lesson and now this is the story to be told. Ive released my fears that held me back for years
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 08:13:17 +0000
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