Positive post I promise: hope you take a moment to dip inside my mind. This is a thank you to the world... So far this year I have... Made many, many mistakes, I have hurt myself and hurt others which has burdened me for far to long. Found out information that has pulled at my heart strings and instead of dealing I had been destructing slowly...I have carried with me, way to many false smiles and I have dealt with depression this last month more than I ever have my entire lifetime, self pity along with swings of highs and lows have kept me from giving my all, I have been covered in guilt...I completely abandoned my sanity and put my faith on hold because I thought I was unworthy of a higher powers forgiveness and unconditional love...Self doubt is one heck of a burden and faking a smile and going through the motions is not a good coping skill... I realize Im not alone in this, we all are fighters! So... We all need to fight our demons, not invite them to stay comfortably in our minds. No more fears keeping us awake... Time for a change.... To face reality and accept it. However through all that short term pain and trial and error type style of living, I have gained a healthier state of mind, more appreciate for the people in my life along with more confidence with the talents God has blessed me with...and also I have forgiven myself for the things that God has freed me from. I push no religion on anyone but I am proud to believe in what I believe in. I support all other forms of belief and I hope if you are reading this, you understand this is just me reaching out trying to share my story. This year and each year for the rest of my life I will continue to make mistakes but I can promise that I will think less and feel more, and follow my intuition and gut more freely than my ever racing mind! Everyone who knows me, knows that I am a sensitive worrier and I will be working on that. I have made progress this week alone and cant wait to see where this change of mind takes me in the future. If anyone needs a helping hand, although I am flawed I am available to talk to. My goal is to help others smile, mostly through lyrics/music... Music will be my one and only escape and everyone around me inspires me. My band mates, friends, family, strangers, ex lovers, current interests and God especially. Writing is my one true love, it is my favorite holiday that I am lucky enough to indulge in daily. It is my home away from home and my alter ego. It is my strongest asset and my pen is my most faithful listener. If you dont write, start. It heals. If you dont know how to write its as simple as picking up a pen and saying hello self, lets dig a little deeper. I am so excited that Crimson Hour is taking a leap these next few months and we promise we will get the ball rolling. We have a vision and a plan and it all starts now. We have had an amazing building year since the day we met last January, now its time to get into grind mode. I cant wait to share the journey with you all. No we dont have any solid proof to the public that we know what we are doing but wait and see, we do have a lot to offer and we believe in what we are promoting. Emotional music. We cant wait to entertain and inspire you as much as you all inspire us in return. Great things are coming for all of us who drop the fear of rejection and the unknown. Fear is the enemy. Faith in any form is the silver liner in that dark cloud that follows us all around. Become one with yourself and your faith, dreams and make them reality. Plan A is possible, no need for a plan B (in my opinion) believe in what you love and the rest will follow, believe in it so strongly that everyone else around you believes in you as well! Be strong, my parents have taught me that. When things are horribly wrong, be stronger than you ever have been before. Remember to build your empire around positive people and do everything out of love not greed. Do what you love and follow your dreams. I apologize for anyone I have hurt in my past. I also forgive myself and am moving forward and hope you can all do the same. I love this crazy world and am happy to be a part of this battle. Ive got my armor on and Im ready to fight for whats real. I love you. All of you! (Word included) (I just tagged other musicians/artists/acquaintances, friends/ family. Feel free to remove if you dont want this posted) If you do read this. Thank you for stepping into my world and into my soul. I wish everyone all the best. Be content with what you have and aim for happiness from now on, lets all change together. Happy new year, I truly wish you all, the most joyful years to come! Also, I wish you peace and love. - Cole Guthridge
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 05:17:03 +0000
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