Post-GGJ-insomnia. Sorry FB, but for a second here Id like to drop the facade - the focus on all the external things that frustrate me and that we discuss all the time (the stupid, moronic racists, the lying, hypocritical politicians, people who lie to themselves about their actions and nature - mostly just the boldfaces liars (the naive people get to me too - but at least they are not doing it out of ill intent). Im not satisfied with my life or the world around me, but I feel powerless to do something about it. Happiness equals results minus ambitions and unfortunately my results outweigh my ambitions by quite a lot. I feel that I spend too much time doing things that pleases others and not enough time doing things that pleases myself. The world is an ocean of needs and I have to stop trying to fulfill them or Ill drown. Not that people arent grateful - you are - but other peoples gratitude for things that I dont really deep down care about isnt enough. I have to start doing things for my own sake - the things that I genuinely care about. I need a plan. And confidants that are as intelligent and intolerant to nonsense as I am. Reality in general and the reality of human nature griefs me, - I am left with the option to either be miserable or to unethically manipulate both to my ends. So which should it be: miserable or evil? (Sorry it got honest and candid there for a second, FB. Im just tried of facades. They are essentially lies. And I am tired if running around pretending that Im happy when Im not. There, I said it. So...feel free to go back to discussing the minutiae of daily life. Or we can go deeper into the rabbit hole. You probably wont like what we find there, but at least it will be honest - something mankind apparently have a hard time dealing with).
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 04:16:22 +0000
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