Prayer 58 Speaking with God from the Depths of the Heart A Lord Jesus, blessed with the Father, by favor of your Holy Spirit and all who are blessed through your blessedness,1 blessed only son of the blessed, no other king other than you, Christ, rules over my breath. As the prophet Isaiah said, the blessing of Jacob will come when I lift away his sins.2 Now, have mercy upon me, Lord, with lovingkindness, as you did in the past and bless me, your speaking, thinking vessel, as you did the voice of David and Moses,3 by the visitation of your word of salvation. May I receive pardon with your blessing. Merciful heavenly ruler, work a miracle upon me divinely, as you did for those gathered in the hall in Bethesda,4 who were bedridden for many years. Among them was a person,5 a paralytic who had been stricken for thirty-eight years, whom you did not refuse to heal by laying on of hands, even when knowing of the incurable malice that awaited you on the day of your betrayal,6 on the bitter night of the battle against the Lord, our assurance, great and beneficent. B Lord, though you admonished him, “Do not sin so that nothing worse befalls you.”7 But that did not deter him from being one of the first of the cruel accusers to condemn you to the cross. And for such a crippled, bewitched, ill-fated man, brought to his knees by death, you took pity. Lord, you are goodness beyond telling, wonder-filled human kindness, astonishing forgiveness, perplexing forbearance, unending sweetness, glorious mildness. You, over whom compassion prevails, but do not feel restrained. You are overwhelmed by mercy, but are not blamed. You are constrained by human kindness, but are not disdained. You are compelled by goodness, but are not cursed. You act out of love, but are not ridiculed. You seek my return to you, but do not grow weary. You run after me in my obstinacy, but do not give up. You call out to me though I do not listen, but do not lose patience. You rush after me in my sloth and are not stopped. In the face of my evil, you are good. In the face of my total indebtedness, you are forgiving. In the face of my sinfulness, you are indulgent. In the face of my darkness, you are light. In the face of my mortality, you are life. C This is the message of all the books inspired for our benefit, which often bear heavenly fruits, indescribable and amazing.8 Say to me also, wretched soul that I am, Lord, blessed and revered in all ways, “Arise, take the bed of your infirmity, the place of your destruction, and go to the tranquil repose of the life without toil.”9 Sever, with the omnipotent sword of your commanding word, the wrappings of the grave that hold me in the bonds of the underworld.10 Release me from the strangling noose that brutally demands my soul. Deliver those deserving death to the liberation of unending bliss on high by your life-giving and divine word. Do not hesitate, do not delay day by day, so the heavy burden of sin does not break my back, and destroy me, bend me downward, looking to hell,11 so that the haughty one with tyrannical violence disarms my spiritual defenses and turns me into a slave of death. Come to my aid, good Lord who suffered with us the pangs of death’s torment.12 Having lifted from me the cross of perdition, as you did once from the shoulder of the guard,13 to erect the fitting monument to your courageous might, with steadfast faith and unshakable hope to be nailed to you inseparably. To you with the Father and the Holy Spirit, glory and dominion, forever. Amen.
Posted on: Thu, 22 Aug 2013 20:02:03 +0000