** Prayer request for Parker N Lindsey Long ** Please help I need guidance and healing energy.. Sorry if this is long ill try not to ramble. Im Lindsey Im a new mom to an amazing little boy. My father passed when I was 8 1/2 months along. I found his body after days of him passing. Im still in extreme grief I hide it well. I also lost my mother when I was 9. Dad was everything to me and he always said when i was younger that he would be around until I became a mother. I promised him I would not let him die alone, I failed on that. I tell my self dad knows preg women are tired he had 6 kids. But i still cant forgive myself for letting him get to the state he was in when I found him. Well someone told me that my son will be marked now because of the experience. Ive never heard of this. I have welcomed my fathers sprite into my home but have also told him how i want him to be in peace. Please help I feel like my heart at times is just closing to everything from my guilt and grief. I miss him so much. I believe he is with me thou becaus my son feel down our stairs to a wood floor hes 7 months old. He never even go a red mark, let alone bruises or anything. I believe dad saved him. I felt awful but thankful for the outcome. Thank you and blessings
Posted on: Tue, 03 Dec 2013 04:53:52 +0000
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