Public CONFESSION:I know I am not perfect. I have desired Christ more than anything. I know He is the only way. Im sorry me and my family have been such a mess. Im so thankful for everyone who saw us through our crisis... Repeatedly. If for some reason we failed to show our gratitude please forgive us, never, never has been out heart! PTSD is ugly, its messy and its constantly a daily work. I am learning how to live this life! We have made so many mistakes, I guess those mistake are unforgivable, inconceivable, unbelievable, oh and probably not very Christ like, and a stench in your nostrils. I sincerely apologize! I wish I knew, what I know now twenty years ago. But, really that wouldnt change your opinion. Oh and Im sorry if we actually had feelings in the midst of lifes constant punches. I forgot Christians dont feel. You see we do love Jesus, HE saved this wretched sinner. I need His grace daily because I have NOT already attained some form of pharositical idea of righteousness. I hurt and bleed just like you. But deep in my prayer closet I pray, I dont judge. I KNOW its CHRIST who saves not me. Im still walking out my salvation. I apologize we have not lived up to your standards, expectations and ideas of what Christ looks like in this family. Forgive us!
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 00:01:38 +0000