REALITY HURTS Going back with the rumor which circulated around the internet last September about Myungsoo’s dating with this ulzzang named Kim Doyeon, Ive been really thinking that it was true. From how Woolim denied it, and the evidences gathered by those eagled eyes of sasaeng fans, who would not believe it in the first place? The photos of them wearing the same accessories , clothes, that photo of them at the grocery, and the hidden meaning behind Doyeon’s tweet, well tbh that made me believe it, but I was trying not to, cause it hurts. As I’ve been reading some posts regarding the rumor is not true, and they all have proofs (which i think was not really, believable but..). I feel quite relieved with that. I tried to believe yet 50% of my soul is telling me that it is true. Then WOOLIM had their statement, telling that they are just friends. WTH, it’s too obvious. A gal and a guy can’t just be friends; there will be something within them. And there were some fans telling other fans who believed in the rumors, that they are not real fans because of believing in that. And I was like, WTH, being a true fan can’t be measured on believing on a rumor about your idol or not. Believing in the rumor doesn’t mean that you are not supporting your idol. Then that rumor vanished after the denial. And now, when the calendar crossed to the month of November, I was bombarded with the announcement WOOLIM had stated. And as I read the headline of the news : “Infinite’s Agency Confirms That L and Rumored GF Kim Do Yeon Are Dating” . , it made me hold my breath for seconds; and refreshed the page again hoping that i was just daydreaming, but heck was, it’s true. I was hoping that it was 1st of April that day, April Fools’ Day, but unfortunately it’s not. And there was the feeling again. The same feeling when i heard the rumor few months ago. But this feeling now has been worst, cause it’s not a rumor anymore. And as what Woolim stated, that Myung was about to confirm that he is in a relationship with Doyeon in public after the rumors circulated, but then Woolim denied it; believing that in that way they could protect its artist. Yes I understand, they had to denied it maybe because of such immature fans, and since INFINITE is having their OGS. Well, probably, that could make a trouble for their world tour. And then Doyeon broke her silence too. She was so pitiful, being bashed and bullied by some of fans. I don’t hate her nor like her, but if Myung is happy being with her, then I’d accept it. Myung’s human too, just like us. He has the right to fall inlove, get married and have kids. And as his fan, we should accept the reality. We should accept that he won’t remain being single forever. But still reality hurts. And I’m disappointed with Woolim for denying it. Why didn’t they just let Myung confirmed it to the public? I believe that fans (well maybe not all, but i think most of the fans) would accept if the truth comes from Myung himself, than those denials and lies. Lies hurt more than truth. I was disappointed knowing that Myung has been dating with Doyeon for 4 months, and I/we didn’t know about it. It seems like with all the 4 months of seeing him on screens, there was already a lie within. And I was like : OMONA, so i was fooled? And then Myung released his first fan song entitled “THIS SONG IS FOR YOU”, but i wonder if he really wrote that for us, or for the girl whom she loved? But of course it’s for us!! It’s a fansong and so it’s obviously that was not for that girl. And Kim Do Yeon stated, “Either way, after that, we didn’t meet each other again. As they are idols, this could not be a personal matter but a group issue, so I decided to respect their decisions.” So they broke up? Maybe? And there are fans who are happy about it, who felt relieved because their bias is single again. But haven’t you think, how Myung felt for this? I know that someday, Myung will find his other half; and I know that we, his fans want a lady who deserves for his love. But I’m not saying that Doyeon is not deserving, well i guess, I could say that she doesn’t fit him. Well that’s my opinion. The truth hurts. And it really hurts, when you are lied. It hurts when you feel that youve been fooled, believing on their lies. But as fans we should accept the reality, although it hurts. As what he quoted : I will work hard to forever become everyone’s boyfriend, L. Please stay by my side. Infinite and Inspirits, we are each other’s first love. I love you. What a sweet quote, isn’t it? He cares for being everyone’s boyfriend and be boyfriend too with his loved one. He still cares for us, his fans. We need to accept reality. Our life is not like a fairytale, in which a prince can marry a commoner, well unless you’re destined to marry your bias(LOL). A fangirl will always be a fangirl. We must accept the fact that REALITY says the truth, and it hurts. But still the truth hurts. Its scar wont fade away.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 05:05:40 +0000
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