ROBIN WILLIAMS SUICIDE: I got so depressed last year --- job troubles --- I walked around the house, while on a two month suspension, with a .38 to my head wondering the entire time why I was too chicken to pull the trigger and just get it over with already. Ended up talking to a counselor provided by my employer, once I was back at my job, and she said, after I told her about me walking around with a gun to my head, You wanted to live. I still dont know why I go on. Life really is meaningless. Im a downer, yes, for writing this, but its true. What IS the point of life/living? Ive told people that were all in purgatory waiting for our final destination. People talk about Heaven and Hell and I think this world, this planet, is purgatory. Everyone has one destination. Death. If thats not depressing enough I dont know what is. And I dont know what the word happy even means. I think the word happy is one of the worst words in the English dictionary. Its meaningless. Its undefinable. Plus, anyone who hasnt considered suicide, to me, is insane. Ive told this to coworkers and they agree with my statement. I actually envy those that do commit suicide. Their pain is over, finally.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 20:31:20 +0000
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