Radhakunda confidential Journal. Please dont read this its confidential. I woke up this morning and was feeling cut off from my source of happiness which is feeling Gods presence. (Separation makes the heart grow fonder of ones object of happiness) My chanting was not helping too much either but then I put on this video of a Ecstatic Christian, John Crowder who preaches Intoxicating Christianty and praises God intoxication and (he gets criticized by those who are adverse to ecstatic devotion just like yours truely ). Birds of a feather flock together. Lord Caitanya also preached the glories of Spontanous devotional service by personally getting whacked out on Gods glorious intoxicating presence. John Crowder was glorifying realizations that bhagavad gita teaches about God being everywhere present and with proper knowledge we can relish his ecstatic glorious presence filling everywhere. Even without probably ever reading the Gita. That just brought tears to my eyes and I felt the lords intoxicating purifying presence awaken. Thats how I knew I was with a real devotee of the Lord and this is the only way to know the supersoul confirms these things just like when I first God Srila Prabhupadas book I new he was a real ecstatic devotee because I got spirit filled intoxicated I was never adverse to devotion in this life thank God! The moral or purport of this experience today. Is that I crave and strongly desire the association of Vaishnavas whether they are Christians or Vaishnavas who are so deep into God and recipients of his special intoxicating mercy of Spontaneous love, that reveals the deepest revelations of the Absolute truth. I am greedy for this, I will go anywhere to get this even outside of my small pond of Vaishnavas who most of them do not even care about God intoxication which Bhaktivinode thakur teaches is the only way to really understand the pastimes of Krishna.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 01:01:19 +0000
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