Rant. If you dont have time to ask me why I may cope with things differently or act strangely to most people when I get stressed, yet have the audacity to claim accusations; I cant say Ill have the time to deal with such narrow minded bullshit. Post traumatic stress disorder sets a brain into an override of fight or flight. Emotions no longer posses a mind but rather logic and reasoning; choices are made, things are said, without really being processed. This is why I either run, cry, chatter inconsequently, or get extremely quiet and observe. Triggers remain, with progress every time theyre pulled. With every yank, I must have a period of review of said situation to fully grasp and understand my course of action-was I too harsh, could I have endured more, did I wait too long to remove myself, how could I have dealt with it more productively? This complexity isnt something that can be understood in a short amount of time, its set like a wall from the simple. I cant say truthfully this is all bad when it comes to making true friends, my bonds are infinite. Never have I claimed to be normal or easy to comprehend but really, for genuine human interaction, I require compassion. Not for my past, but because my brain doesnt quite run like everyone else, and I dont think I should be judged for that.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 09:43:03 +0000
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