Real Man Truth: Like a photo stuck in my mind, I cant seem to shake you off it, I think of you, And I cant help but smile, Youre the only happiness I have, My life before you was the streets, Thanks to your skills, You kept sane through the bullshit, I dont know why I give you a hard time, But youre the vision in my dreams, I see you as my wife, And being the mother of my child, Living a life together in a house, Imagining us in the backyard, Pushing our child on the swing, I see me cooking on the grill, Yes I see all this in a dream, And what I see is perfect, No arguing and being friends, Im chilling on the couch with you, It feels like finally... I get to see my happy days with you, Nothing else matters but you, I picture you as my queen, It shows me my life, Means nothing without you in it, Sometimes I walk in the mall, And look at rings I want to see on you, What you dont know is that sometimes... I stare at your finger, Got me picturing a ring on it, Wondering what my life would be like, If I did choose to make you my wife, In reality I give you a hard time, And I never told you those things, I guess my pride wouldnt let me, It wouldnt let you get close, Yeah its crazy cuz youre my best friend, But not close enough, I thought I would be over my past, Not to say that its my past, But whatever it is its not letting me open up, I would like to explain, But at the same time, I dont want to look like no sucka, You think that Im being an asshole, I tell you that Im not one, But something aint adding up, My math aint equaling, You looking for the love, And Im telling you I want love, Im acting selfish with my feelings, Im telling you what you wanna hear, Im saying all the right words, Im bringing out feelings in you, That you aint never felt before, Now Im wondering, If I will be right for you, For the first time Im questioning me, Its so easy to say that Im down, I just dont want to love you today, And then be bored so quick tomorrow, I cant say that I wont happen, But it has happened before, Youre pushing for commitment, And it feels like, Im running from commitment, When the truth is that Im... scared to open up, And you wonder why Im distant, Sometimes I want to push away, But I feel like... youre the only one that knows me, You know me better than I know myself, I will admit that my feelings are in the air, I do care about you, I cant just leave you hanging, I just dont want you to hate me, But Im afraid you might expose me, Not saying that you will, But its a fight Im having with myself, Its very hard to explain, To a woman who is already in love with you, I dont mean to leave you heartbroken, And have you sleepless at nights, But Im scared to give you my heart and you keep it
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 01:28:10 +0000
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