Realized what I was looking for was respect. Stopped looking for it elsewhere n just started respecting myself. Its crazy because I could say this is genuinely one of the loneliest, saddest most transitional phases of my life. But I could also say this is the Happiest. Because now when i do find those pockets of refuge..peace..and happiness, it gratifies me in ways Ive never experienced. Knowing that IM the reason for that warmth. All this work, time and introspection is slowly paying off. I a m.... finding myself, contrary to what others say. Whereas before it was just an aim, Im living it. Ive been told Im spacey, insecure, uptight, weird...the list goes on, but really if those friends were real friends where was the encouragement n love to progress.. and where are they now?. So often i feel the statuses on fb are littered with pretentious words from individuals who i see preaching these idealistic views but very rarely actually b e i n g those traits/views. All for the sake of appearances or some other mundane reason. This is not one of those posts. This is simply me waking up today feeling even more free than yesterday..finding even more reasons to smile and having even more hope for the future. Im working for the collective..the whole... and anyone who tries to discredit that or me is clearly not working for the same objective. Love.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 21:06:34 +0000
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