Realizing its time to stop living in the past. Ive holed up for years grieving deaths in my family..economic collapse/income loss..death of my favorite companion dog. I took a good look and am realizing that from all of this I have become someone constantly moping over losses, living in the past, and am not who I want to be. Weight gain over these years..and its more from life stresses and carrying around pain and grief. The traumatic events and grief you carry as extra lbs./weight gain. - Well I am ready to start leaving all that behind. No matter how much or how long I grieve everything and everyone its not going to bring my family back..or return my life to the way it used to be. I will always love, cherish, and remember all of the good times..but its time to return to the living. Theres a whole knew season of mistakes to be made. Im going to cut this all loose and start living again with those that are still here and recreate my life again. I have holed up long enough..time to start living life and open the next chapter. I dont really care if I am materially wealthy..but what I DO want is to be happy...and stuck in this house reliving the past over and over again just is not cutting it..I want ME back..
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 17:32:36 +0000
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