Recently I went home... no I went to Fort Worth. On the drive back I started thinking about my life. Past, present, and future, and time theirs never enough time no matter what. You plan your visit the best you can and make the stops you should, but theirs always one or to things you cant do. No matter how important you feel it is. You tell yourself next time, but what happens when their is no next time. We all know we cant live in the past its not healthy to dwell on what could of been. If you can go back and relive the good moments just for a while, we are luck enough to have had them. But you cant live their, time passes by so fast, if you do youll miss today. I love my family more than I could ever express. I hope yall all know that. But as life changes so dose your needs, needs to be with family, friends, work, time to yourself, theirs all types of needs. These are true needs were all doing what we must, and you cant fault yourself for living. I am making the life, Ive always wanted and while its not around my family. It is its a new family, not that Ive chosen one over the other. because I couldnt the memories I have with yall will never fade or change their stone concrete, no changing the past. I dont know how long this will last, no one dose. but Im going to make the best out of what little time I have left. be it on earth, in my currant relationship, home, or job. these are the thing I have giving myself to. I have never wanted anything more than exactly what I have. I cant help thanking ever night and day how truly blessed and lucky I am to have such wonderful people in my life. I dont know what the future hold but you cant live anywhere but in today. every moment counts so make it beautiful, hold the ones you can and love the ones you cant. Now know this my life, its mine while I cant change what Ive said or done. Each action is mine and I own it. Ive never regretted any thing Ive done cause I did with purpose, I had a reason and yeah theirs things a would change. but you cant. You have to understand theirs no going back. Its done you have to learn and move on, dont forget just except it. Ive lost many loved ones this year and it hurts. I could of visited, wrote, called, face booked, their so many forms of commutation. Yet I didnt, to wrapped up in my currant life to reach out. Was that wrong of me, No it wasnt because the people (I LOST) yeah I lost them. their fine and happy I am the one hurting.) they know with out doubt that they are loved and in the end will all be together. We are the unsure ones scared and afraid. No Fear live today cause after that its just a waiting game. I need every single one to know with out a doubt I love yall. We all have lives to lead so get to it make today yours. Dont let it go, this is your day. No one but you can take it away. make the best of what you got, its yours and own it.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 15:23:36 +0000
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