Reflection on life.... I have come to realize that our greatest challenges and tragedies are always a blessing, we never really understand them at the time but god helps us understand when it is the right time. My father who passed with cancer is still my inspiration and holds my heart, he loved me just as a parent should , even though he left me at a time when I was about to face one of the worst things myself ... CANCER. He was there when I needed him to be to give me the strength I needed to win my battle . From above he held my hand through it all, he held my mothers and my families hand as they had to watch me battle cancer, he helped them be strong for me and my children. It is now that I understand that blessing even though I miss my dad everyday. It is cancer that brought my family together and closer. I have been given such great friends in life through it all , Dawn Renee West Carter a life long friend who gave all her free time to support me and take me to my treatments was a blessing I cant describe and I love her so very much. My sister and mother and brother who were there for me through it all and drove to Nashville everytime I needed without hesitation. My precious daughters who stood strong even when they thought they would lose their mother forever Kayla Beth Lansdown and Kelsey Inez Lansdown gave their mother the love and support no matter what! I also have justin Greubel a life long friend who never gave in to my pity parties I tried to have . Justin was there when I lost my dad, my panic attacks with school, and through breast cancer. He was there whenever I needed and still is. He came to vandi and saved my life like he has for many when doctors do not always make the right choice of medicine lol and he too took me to treatments. I also gained a great friend Justins mother who survived breast cancer and became my life line too. Justin , Renee, and Julie will always be my closest friends that I will do anything for.My Methodist family were there through it all and could not have made it without them. The love and support they gave me is indescribable . I am forever grateful to them all. Medical staff understood and supported me no matter what through the good and the bad. They still love me when I make wrong decisions and never have they let me down. Medical has been my family for 20 years and will always be. I am so grateful to continue my life and goals . In a year I will have tackled another goal and graduate as a nurse practitioner and getting ready to join the ER dept. team next month is an opportunity I am very grateful for and excited to meet new team members and friends. Another chapter in life god has allowed me to have that I am thankful for. I have a wonderful man Chad Lynn in my life that loves me and my girls unconditionally, cant help to think my dad had a hand in this blessing as well. Chad too is my life long friend and love that I will be forever grateful for and his family is so special to my heart as well and love me with open arms . So u see so many blessings in life are there when u think there is nothing good that come of things. Cancer was a blessing for me and brought so many good things to me and my family although they did not come without sacrifice. My baby kaizley another reason I live everyday to the fullest a love I cant describe. Thankful for my sister for watching her and loving her like I do when I have to study or work , my sister is a blessing on earth. I love life the good and the bad. All life brings is a blessing .
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 17:56:48 +0000
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