Restless night again :-/.... cant decide if its from wrking nights the last 2 or other things... With only having 10.5hrs sleep since Tues morning... u would think Id have no trouble. .. Im trying to look forward to a nice weekend off.. but as I go through the lovely thoughts of the things Id like to do this weekend I cant help but miss my brother more... As they are all things he would usually tag along w when my husband is working...or whenever. ..As is the case this weekend. Then my mind wonders to this dream I was having just b4 the policeman knocked on my door that night to inform me of my Big Brothers passing.. . I was w him in my dream, trying to protect him. ..we were asking the unknown them to leave us alone! I didnt understand the dream at the time... but thats how it went... I guess Im sharing hoping that this will help it go away... I hope when we get answers that this dream that haunts me is just a dream and not my brothers last cry for help from me.... I miss you Brother... I dont know how to move on not knowing... Thank you in advance, to all those that will surround me this weekend, to remind me of the simple joys....
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 03:54:18 +0000
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