Round 1 early tonight. Nothing else to do.yet another thing moms been told by me to do to help herself, declined it and now it will be that more difficult. Watching the Ellen Degenerous show was difficult. Flashbacks of when I kept asking to go for violin lessons post accident as a fan of the Mandrell sisters, particularly Louise Mandrell, and being ignored. I cant remember if my request for tap dancing lessons that went ignored happened before or after. With a probable connection of revenge she finally gave into my request for acting lessons after my father died. Well that potential completely died because she claimed Christine was the reason she couldnt help me reach that full potential - was told by instructor to give up the hope if I couldnt get to auditions - mom refused to reach out for that help so that I could turn into something. All the signs for success were there too completely dashed by a mother who was overwhelmed and no one to step in. In the end my life is failed again by the surrogates court. Go figure.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Oct 2013 21:44:35 +0000
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