S2 Insert 22 I didnt like the idea but I didnt say a thing about it. Verna :Im joking love I let out a silent sigh and smiled Verna :well have children when we married Me :yes Verna :are you going to stay at my whole the whole december Me :no, Ill go to my sister Verna :oh, why dont you stay with me, well go to the cottage..I mean it will be so fun, well cook for ourselves, love well enjoy please Me :Ill stay for the week Verna :thanks love He put on hand on my thighs and drove with the other, I started thinking about out future it was so perfect, got to his house, parked the car in the garage and went inside, parents were not in the dinning area but there was a letter on the stairs saying they watching a movie we can join its not naughty or anything big, we went to put my stuff in Vernas room and changed to comfortable clothes, made our own pop corn and slushy, got in there and watched the movie, it was half way to the end and after that watched diary of a mad black woman, after that movie we were in tears Verna :so youd u do that to me Me :yes! Verna :yoh I must make sure I dont cheat Me :yes you must. I stayed at Vernas for that week and it was really nice I enjoyed every moment of it, our phones were off because we didnt want to be disturbed! It was sunday afternoon when I opened my phone Vern was busy braaing meat with his dad and Daisy went to the shops to buy dessert, I got a billion miss calls from my family, and Lwando left a voice note, it amazed me because last time I spoke to him he didnt care about me, I listened to it and he was telling me shit, I didnt want to listen to the rest of them I just read my sisters message and told her to come fetch me at Vernas place..went down to everyone and told them Im leaving, they went trilled about it but they couldnt stop me, we ate and Lee-Anne arrived, said our byes and shared a sweet sweet kiss with my beloved then we left! Lee-Anne :when last did you talk to your parents Me :a week ago Lee-Anne :they called me but didnt answer, and mom left a message Me :sayin? Lee-Anne :that girl got them under a spell you know, mom was telling me how much judgemental we are, that you following on my footsteps Me :wow! I cant believe they choosing her over us Lee-Anne :(sigh) we have to do something about this Me :we dont have prove Lee-Anne :tes- The baby cried and she had to play with her, we got in the house and I played with the child, having the baby made me think of the convo me and Verna had, and lethabos baby, made me think maybe Im judging, maybe Im overreacting, thought of remorse came through in my mind but I tried not to think much, I just wanted to have fun, after hours of playing the child fell asleep, took her to her room and I went to take a bath, wore my pjs and went to sit with everyone. Jabu :dont you want to go see your family, and talk things through, maybe try and understand the situation Me :I dont think they even miss us Jabu :you such a drama queen lee.. Me :its not like that!..my own mom chased me out of the house simply because I told them the truth Jabu :how you said it is all that counts maybe you should have phrased it in a different way Me :maybe doesnt help now...Lethabo told mom shes a month preggies, and told me that she is 16weeks preggies and thats the truth because her belly shows. Lee-Anne :wait! ..look go back home and pretend to love her and act cool, make her say things and record her Me :dont think I want to do that Lee-Anne :thats the only way sis Me :you do it, Im going back home when dad comes back Jabu :you so stubborn Me :Ill think about it! I went to sleep and started thinking about it, but I couldnt go back to that house and since I couldnt I went to look for a job the following day, I had to contribute in the household, I was really stubborn so yeah woke up after everyone has left, took a bath, got dressed in comfortable clothes, had breakfast and left to OK groceries, got there, looked for the boss and begged for work, I was going to pack and wipe the tellers, wash the trolleys and get paid R100 per day, it wa just for two weeks then I leave, it wasnt much but at least better than nothing, I was instructed to start right away and I did, it was a lot of work but was worth it after all!..got paid and went home at 7pm, it was far I had to call Jabu to come fetch me, I felt like a street kid felt like I dont have any family worse I felt like I dont have parents, while I have..I felt like a mess but couldnt understand why! ..but then again I couldnt bare staying with Lethabo, I couldnt bare being in a house of lies, I couldnt bare to wake up everyday look at my happy brother and mother while knowing very well they happy for nothing, I couldnt listen to my own mother insult me because of someone we hardly know MainChickReality I know its way too short..sorry! & please like purely creativity and beauty
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 19:13:05 +0000
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