S2 Insert 30 Okay so we had slept past 05:00am and were gonna be up before 07:00 since we were going out again. I was so tired but I knew if I dont wake up before Siya then we wouldnt be going anywhere... I woke up at 06:30 and woke the kids up. Shame they were soooo sleepy coz sibuye besahleli playing PS2 so yah. Ndabavusa ba mabayohlambha then woke Siya and Jackey up, uBoy refused to bath with the others esithi ufuna uvaswa ngumakazi (Siya) wakhe yena so Siya had no choice than to wake up, washed him and got him dressed in New Year clothes. He looked so cute though :) ... Siya went to grab a Hunters from the fridge and as she drank it, Boy yanked on her pants so she looked down at him wamfunqula.... Boy: Akazi nam ndafuna. Siya: Hehehe ufuna nto? Boy: Amu akazi funa Beer. Lol Siya giggled wamselisa nje kancinci, uBoy wayibambha wayigonqoza caba uthi tshin suvimbha. Sayihleka noSiya... Siya: Que, yazi ibanda kanjani lento igongqozwa apha phof. Me: Fuzba ibanda nyan coz bezikhe zafakwa nase deep freeze. Siya: Yabanda Boy? Boy: Ha.a banda kamandi. Yho asayhleka coz that was unexpected from a 3year old.... By 07:00 bantwana were done and bebesitya porridge. Siya and Jackey bayovasa and got dressed.... Abantwana since bebengxamile took a taxi to the beach kwashiyeka uSiya, Jackey, Boy and I.... At 09:15 kwamisa imoto le besihambhe ngayo phezolo so we loaded the things we would be needing at the beach, cooler box, food, towels, deck chair alles mahn. UBoy besekhathele yiBeer le beyisele coz he kept dozing off :v :v ... So we stopped at Caltex garage and bought some stuff pah then I went to the bathroom ndakwela emotweni... Boy was now awake but weak so I went to buy him a steri-stumpie and after drinking it waright shame umtana.... We got to the beach and it was packed but we managed to find a parking saya elwandle.... We took pictures, swam, ate, played and had alotta fun shame :), uBoy well thats another story he only got into the water once then dozed off on the deck chair till we left. On our way home he was sleeping oko... Since besibaninzi nyan we let everyone else go whilst Siya, Jackey and I remained behind. Bebezophinda bazosithatha amaguys.... Besime ngaku stop when I saw it, my heart rate increased I felt tears stinging my eyes but I held them back.... Nje out of the I shouted... Me: Siya nanku Vumza Tours!! Siya: Uphi? She asked looking around then wambona.... Siya: Hayi mahn wena yintoni undothusa kangaka na, tshi!! She was suddenly upset eyoba undingxolelani andiyazi, my heart sank and my tears rolled down involuntarily. I didnt want anybody to see I was crying so I stood behind Siya and Jackey but it was too late, Jackey besendibonile... Jackey: Hayibo uthen mtana Siya? Siya turned around and held me in her arms, yho kwangathi uzivulele iinyembezi zam ndangathi ndikhala even more. I was hurt kuba endingxolele, I was angry at God for taking my daddy away from me so soon, I was just angry, upset, sad and too hurt.... Siya led me to a quiet street and they comforted me ndayeka ukhala but bendinesingqala. We decided that well walk up so the guys would see us, as we walked up Siya wave wahlala phantsi and started crying naye. I was hurt even more kengoku ngoba akhomandi umbona ekhala and that was actually the 1st time ndimbona ekhala in my entire life. I stood there I just couldnt move ndamncedisa ekukhaleni... Jackey: Hayi kaloku Siya mahnie, ndayiqonda that yall are hurting. Nam I am hurting ngoba sikhula sonke phambi ko bhut Vumile engutata kuthi sonke. Ndiyanicela torho ngoba ngok nizokhalisa nam and this is not the place for that. Shame uJackey bexakene nathi engayazi noba makathulise bani ayeke bani. I tried to be strong for my sis ndosula iinyembezi although bendisagixa sisingqala... We collected ourselves sahambha and nyan sadibana with the guys, we got in sahambha kungekho nomnye othetha nomnye emotweni. I felt bad ngoba ndim wonke oqale lento yokhala. I looked over at Jackey and I spotted a tear rolling down her cheek wayosula.... Mncim why is life so flipping unfair na :(
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 09:31:26 +0000