SEASON 2 Chapter 22 I walked out of my room filled with shame, I hated myself for what I did to him. Hes been good and I just did that, one stupid mistake thats going to cost me my future husband, my prince, mr right. There he was smiling at me. I faked a smile and went out. I instructed Cwenga to lock the house and told him Ill be just back. Besingazokwazi uthetha endleleni so we walked to kowabo. Bekungekho ncoko ingako from myside nangona ndingumntu o talkative nje. We got to his home he squeezed me tightly and he declared his love for me. Oh ndaske ndanentloni worse. I just couldnt lie to him. I told him everything from Athi and Luzuko. He wasnt angry just disappointed and hurt he tried ukuzuqinisa till a tear escape from his eye. He wiped it quickly and he said: lonto isibeka phi thina? Are you breaking up with me Me: andifuni kohlukana nawe but m sure I dnt deserve you after indlela endikuphoxe ngayo, if you want us to break up, I would understand He forgave me saying: kubetere undixelele kunoba undibhanxe ubenomntu wesibini and I find out kube kudala into iqhubeka just like what happened with my ex. He told me how his ex girlfriend fooled him. And how he wish he can trust me. And that its entirely up to me if our relationship works, yena hes giving in his all, and hes not going to sleep around to settle any score. He loves me. Oh tears were pouring out of my eyes. How did I get so lucky, and almost ruined my luck! We talked all day trying to convince him that the fling meant nothing and how I wish I just trusted him. I told him why at first I said I dont want to be in a relationship. I told him how I thought he was also going to break my heart and that all men are the same. Time went on and I was happy with Thando. I broke up with Luzuko. I stayed out of any flirting from facebook or any social networks. I even I avoided Ntobeko. And I was just happy with my man. We went to see Vuyiseka, yes she was pregnant for the second time. Ebenentloni to confirm and she was already 5months pregnant. We tried not to judge her, nangona ke ikhona lanto ithi hayi noko tshomi we told you to just go to the clinic nxa. But we damn make mistakes and we cant point fingers. I loved my friend even though. She told us that shes moving to rural areas she cant face the neighbours theyre gossiping about her. We were going to miss her. And it was sad for us to see her leave. Me and Lelo we were still intouch, we didnt see each other in Sept holidays. She sent me an sms: We may never go to the same school together again. We may never chat or gossip wearing our school uniforms. We may never be deskmates again, But youll always hold a special place in my heart. Ncooo bendimkhumbula ke. Asanda - my cousin who helped me with matric farewell, broke up with utata womntana wakhe, she was very emotional elila oko, yhoo ingasebuhlungu intliziyo yam. She even wanted to kill herself coz they were already in courtship, planning izinto ezininzi about the future. Her standards dropped immediately, she didnt get the DP to write October exams, she was doing CA fourth year, for heaven sake it was her last year. And also working as a cashier at sasol garage, she was even fired at work because she was very rude towards customers, other employees and her manager. I was there for her because she tempted to commit suicide, my heart broke into piece but I just had to be strong for her. My father was drinking none stop coming home late, ebesithuka oko ngayo yonke nje into. One day he didnt come home, we thaught he was having an affair, he assured umama that uye watipe etarven and he was told kusebusuku for ba agoduke. We wanted to believe him but mama kucaca that ustressed worse. I was also an emotional wreck, my mom got a light stroke and stopped working, her left arm and neck couldnt move, the doctor said it was minor heart attack because of stress. Her high blood pressure was on top of the roof.... I wrote exams and tried to focus. I worked very hard. I did my best. November the 14th it was my first anniversary with Thando, I bought him 5piece duvet cover set and had to buy 2 continental pillows and 1 standard pillow as he had one pillow ebedin yakhe. Ndafika ndayondlala eroomin yakhe. I couldnt stay coz bendinentloko esisimanga. I went home. He called ubuya kwakhe at work eyincoma that intle, and he would like to take me out xa epeyile month end. The 1st december it was on Sunday, we went to Kings beach and had a picnic, we bought full chicken with chips at Zebros, we also bought snacks and drinks. We spent the whole day at the beach. Just chilling, walking and running around next to the sea and playing with water. I had the best day with him. I loved him more. And I am greatful that I finally met my prince charming.... Mama went to King Williams town with Cwenga. Mama befuna uyobethwa ngumoya and get away from utata. Ebe right umama ingalo yakhe imove nentamo qha imithambo entanyeni imane idumba xa ethe wakhala or waba ne stress. Cwenga yena besithi uzofunda pha eKing. Yayibuhlungu intliziyo yam that we were breaking apart again.... I was left alone endlin notata. UJerry uye wabuyela eZimbambwe and sold his shop so the new owner had his own brother as an assistant so they had to let Thando go. So my bf was jobless but with lots of experience on computers. Thandos family went to Ngqamakhwe (near Tsomo or eTsomo andazi??) for holidays and kukho umsebenzi wenkomo intwezinjalo, yena akahamba. So I lied kutata ndathi ndiya kwi family kamama ese lokishini to spend holidays there, ndayohlala noThando the whole december. Bekumandi kakhulu uvuka next to him singabinanto yokwenza imini yonke. But we enjoyed each others company, besipheka because we both love cooking and wed try new recipes. Wed make love even at the lounge ezicouchin, or at the bathroom ebhafini filled with cold water.. I was happy andazi noba its normal na that I even forgot about my family issues....
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 19:14:26 +0000
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