SEASON 2 INSERT #45 when God says yes nobody will say no,everthing was becoming too much for me,for a moment I wished I could just die,coz I didnt know the purpose beyond all the pains en sufferings, Ndandizibuza ukuba kanti yintoni le I wrong ndayenzayo ,why cant I be happy,abantwana ababelingana nam that time,babengena stress njengam, hayi e sam mtakabawo sasindibulala,into ndandizibuza yona kukuba ndathakathwa,okanye ndifela izono zabazali bam,I ddnt come up with an answer. zange eyeke ukulandela emva kwam U Phez,wade wandifumana,wandi bamba Him: my love please forgive me i was angry Me; U said U never loved me U were feeling sorry for me Him: i didnt mean it i wanted U to feel hurt,njengoba nawe undivise ubuhlungu Me: hamba uye ku Asanda unesibindi lonto,walela mna ur fiancee ukuba ndingene ndibone umama wakho but uvumela lantombi yakho ingene,after all weve been through together,wen U lost ur father i was there for U,every step of the way,ndandikhulelwe dat time but i tried all means to be next to U,i watched U f*ckn another woman but i forgave U,well namhlanje uye wandikhumbuza ukuba ndingubani,yes U reminded me about my poor background,i didnt choose to be poor,but ngenye imini i will be fine,wena U need to talk to ur mom akuxelele inyani qha,i hope she will before its too late Him: nanam im sorry kaloku please forgive me ndingenza noba yintoni ukufumana uxolo lwakho Me: U can leave me alone ke,andithi ungenza noma yini,hlukana nam phantsi,enye into ongayenza uze uyothatha i dummy ka Bam uyokwenza i DNA test ,maybe then singathetha Him: i will do it Me; ndiyeke ke Him: i love U Me: i hate U Him: U dnt mean dat Me: i do,we were disturbed by his fone,it was ringing, Him, hello,andiyazi ke kwathiwani,but waye wandirhuqa sajika sigijima sibuyela esibhedlele,we got there, The doctors told us that they try all means to help her,but she didnt make it,yes she died with the truth,U Phezile wayephambana,en he strted blaming me about him mom death, How i wish i never,went to his place dat day,how i wish zange ndimve ethetha no Bam,i will always regret going there that day,how was i gonna explain to my child dat i killed,his/ her grandmother,yaaah ukukhula kunzima,but im still standing strong ,because God is my rock. Days went by,Phezile wayengandifuni nalapho ndinyathele khona,ndandiyinto nje elalini,i was still wearing his ring andiyazi nam ndandiyigcineleni but i kept it on my finger. My family was supportive shame,i was worried about the baby who was growng inside me. The day of the funeral yafika,i couldnt even go bcoz ndandonqena ukujongwa ngabantu ,kube kusithiwa nanku lo owabulala umntu. later on i received a call from Phezile Me: helo Him: njani Me: im ok en U Him: im fyn,i didnt see U on the funeral today Me: i couldnt cum Him: i needed U Me: U needed me so dat U can insult me kugcwele abantu, Him: i wasnt gonna do dat Me: ok ,ndandidikiwe kemna Him: i wanna do the DNA thing Me: gud for U Him; i will need U to be there for me Me: ill try Him: im sorry about everything Me; its fyn,ogqiba NDA dropper i fone yam ndayicima i wasnt in the mood for chit chat, I layed on my back en thought about the gud memories we shared,the very first day he laid his eyes on me,her mom talking to me emotweni en everthing,the engagement surprise,en all the crazy things . Indeed it was too good to be TRUE,i wonder how was i gonna make it :( :-/ #LeeWoman
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 05:29:24 +0000
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