SEASON 3 INSERT #22 If its a nightmare please wake me up,how did that happened why didnt God take my life en spared the little one,how can I be so evil,wat was I thinking,how will I forgive my self :( life is not fair,im being punished for my sins,maybe if bendimxolele umakhulu ngabe izinto azihambi kanje maybe God is punishing me for my bitterness.. I guess the doctor injected me,coz I passed out, Ndizovuka kukho U Jabu,no Phezile,no Richard,I dnt know ukuba bayazi njani ukuba ndilapha Jay: finally,endi hugger,kunini ndisiza apha ungavuki Me; how dd U know ndilapha,en lona ufuna ntoni apha Jay; hes been coming here every day,he is the one who gave us hope sesithi U will never wakeup athi uzovuka U are a strong woman. Me: wayendigqibele ndi strong I wish I could just die this moment. Jay; umama ebefownile uthi umakhulu usakhala ngawe nangoku,khawenze Lee umxolele seyisisono kaloku. Ndivele ndanomsindo same time, Me: ndicela niphume,en ningaphinde nize apha Phez: calm down bby I need to talk to U Me: ndicela nihambe please,Doctor,Nurse ndabendikhwaza Uye wazosabela U nurse ndamxelela mabakhiphe ababantu,baye baphuma ke ndasala ndindodwa,ubomi bobububi bukrakra bedlula nencindi yekhala. Zihambile intsuku amapolisa Efika ezothatha I statement,ewe bendizobanjwa,for I manslaughter or something ndabeva nje bavela phantsi all I was worried about kwakusisidumbu somtakatata esityiwa yi ice e mortuary nge nxa yam. Bebe busy nge investigation amapolisa en aye afumanisa ukuba ndi admitt(we) esbhedlela sezingekho kakade ingqondo, Yaseyiphelile i two months ndisesibhedlela,ndaye ndaphuma ke ndiyilonto eyomelele ngathi ndingumqwayitho,ndikhuthukile nje ndixela inja etye I Fish, Amapolisa awefuna ngendlela zonke undimba but bcoz of I record endinazo,I depression,trauma nazo zonke ezizinto I went through baye bohlulwa ke lityala. But it didnt change the fact dat im a murder I killed someone,im a treat to the community,I have to go kwisibhedlela samahlanye U Bam asiwe kwi orphanage, ubam yena ethathiwe ngonontlalo ntle,I wonder how was I going to survive ngaphandle komntwana wam. Ndaye ndaya kulo Selina ekubeni ndinethemba loba ndizo mfumana,ndagika kukhona U Matshepo no Nono. Ndiye ndabulisa Me: ninjani Them; siyaphila njan wena Me: ndiyazama,U Selina ukuphi coz ngidinga ukukhuluma naye Matshepo,asimazi thina mhlampe washona nokushona en we dnt care Me: how can U be so heartless yigazi lakho leli en U say U dont care.any way angizelanga okuningi ,bengizonitshela ukuthi U Kamo uye washona,angazi ngizokwenza njani maningazi uma wakhe. Matshepo: manje thina sithini,owakini angithi mboneni Ndiye ndaphuma intliziyo yam ilihlwili,umphefumlo wam wohlukene, Ndihambile ndaya kutatomkhulu wethu ngoba bendixakene nento,ndifikile,ke ndafika ndaqonqoza,kuye kwathwa mandingene,uthe xakebona ukuba ndim Tamkhulu:awamkelekenga apha phuma Me: ndicela undimamele tamkhulu ndiguqa phambi kwakhe sezisehla kakade inyembezi Him: andinalo kwaxwsha lakho mna,watsho endiphakamisa endijula pha phandle ndayothi thaca,ndiye ndabona ukuba andinabani apha en kuye kwacaca ukuba utamkhulu uyayazi utata ayingowapha kutheni ezotshintsha all of a sudden. Ndiphakame ndazivuthulula ndahamba ndigxhagxhaza inyembezi ndiye ndayofika ekhaya ,ndiye ndacela U cc Thoko,okoke ndandimbhaqile ebe funny,ndiye ndamxelela ke ngalengxaki,waxelela abanye omakhelwane, Kwafakwa umthandazo kwamkelwa umphanga,zalayta i candless ndandlala i trass ndamhlalela umntwana katata,a part of me ihambe naye besendimthanda ndizinikele ukuwa ndivuka naye ndimkulisa kodwa ibingeyontando yam ibingeka Bawo if ebefuna ukuba aphile nge ukhusele nje ngam no Bam but eye wamfunela kuye,mandiwukhulule umphefumlo wakhe ulale ngoxolo.. Ndiye ndenza amalungiselelo womgcwabo nge Mali ka Sam nangona iye yandishiyaphakathi ke,but ezinye izinto bendingcedwa ngu Tshangisa,mna naye andazi noba sisathandana noba kwenzekani na but i really need to be alone en start my life fresh wat i need ryt now is a stable Job ndizofumana usana lwam back,i dnt wish ezindaba ziwele ezindlebeni zika Mbuyie he will use this to his advantage en uzomfumana lomntwana,U Jay was there naye ,her support meant a lot. It was Wednesday ezongcwatywa nge Friday U Kamo,ifone yam was always off, Sithe sisahleli kuncokolwa,wangena U Jay ezondihlebela Jay: kunomntu okucelayo uthi ngu Sam Avele abanda amathumbu,kwangathi uvalo ndizolikhupha ngomlomo. Me: mxelele andikwazi ukusuka kulendawo mxelele yonke into wethu Jay: owk uye waphuma nyani wabuya emva kwexesha Jay: uthi call him if U need anything he sends his condolences,uthe ndikunike apha,edlulisa i envelop. Me: yooh Jay U shouldnt have taken it, Jay:uxolo bendingazi Me; its fyn nana ,yibale Uye wayibala U Jay,ibiondincedisa kakhulu kumngwabo yenze namarharafu. Uye waya e town U Jay ehamba no Tshangisa ndabe ndimnike imali athenge izinto ezishotayo,bendifuna nento yonxiba ngesincwabo,baye babuya ke emva kwexesha. Ndiye ndafownela i social worker ndicela uBam abe khona ngemini yomgcwabo ,nyani khange abe nangxaki wathi uzomzisa,my heart was empty,I missed my Angels so much,ingxolo yabo ,the way they laughed the way they smiled ndizibone ndilila ndedwa. Kuye kwaphunguka ke ngabantu sasala no Jabu,U Phez ebeloko esiza ke naye his support meant a lot. Sihleli no Jay emalanga,sive nge knock emnyango, Aphakame U Jay ayojonga,eze ngapha ekamereni,xandiphakamisa amehlo ngu Selina. Zivele zawa inyembezi kum ndaphakama en hugged her. How do U tell a woman ukuba ndimbulele umntwana wakho,will she accept my apology, All I could say while I was hugging her is that im sorry,uye wandiyeka ke ,sahlala phantsi. Bendingazi ndizoqala njani ukumxelela umntwana wakhe akasaphili !!!! #LeeWoman
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 06:56:12 +0000
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