SECOND CHANCE I’m constantly analyzing events around me and sharing my thoughts. When I think about it I find I could use some analyzing of my own. I have not always been the person most of you know me to be. As hard as I have striven to be the very best at anything I ever did, I over looked a lot of things I should have paid more attention to than I did. I wasnt the best dad, the best son, the best brother, husband or friend I could have been. I have hurt some of the most precious people I have ever or could ever hope to have in my life. I hurt people both physically, mentally, and emotionally. Things happen in our lives for a reason. I’m not sure what that reason is but it changes us. Some of us it makes meaner, some of us it makes better. Some of us it makes hate life, even our own. Some of us see life in a whole new perspective, more radiant, more loving, and more beautiful than ever. When I think of all the hardships I have and still endure, I think of the millions that would trade places with me in the blink of an eye. I cannot take back my past, but I can do everything possible to live a better and brighter future. I can be a father, a son, a brother, a husband, and a friend that they will all be proud to know and love. I strive everyday to be that man. But when I look closer at my own life I’m sadly disappointed. I’m not being the man I should be to my family, my wife. I’m going to fix all of that. I’m going to be a better husband, a better father, a better brother, and a better friend. For as long as I can remember I wondered what it would be like to love as I have loved. No one has shown me that more so than Melinda Pearson. When I see children that are at ends with their parents and not speaking to them I know that I would be devastated if I didnt have mine in my life. I already know what it is like to lose a brother, a father, and a son. I don’t want to be the reason anyone in my family is in pain. I want to be the one thing, the one person, they know without question or doubt will bring them happiness. With all of my heart… All that I am or will ever be….. I love you. Dean, Dad....
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 14:00:22 +0000
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