SO HERE I AM IN MEXICO AND AGAIN IM DEEP IN THOUGHT WHAT IS A PERSON, A HUMAN BEING, A MOTHER, A FATHER, A SON, A DAUGHTER,FAMILY AND A FRIEND AND MORE I THINK AND I SEARCH FOR AN ANSWER I MEAN I HAVE MADE MISTAKES THAT I HAVE MORE THEN MADE UP FOR AND THAT I MUST LIVE WITH AND SUFFER THE CONSEQUENSES FOR RIGHT ISNT THAT A PERSON, I HAVE FELT, I HAVE CRIED HURT LAUGHED BEEN EMBARRASED ASHAMED SUFFERED AND FOUGHT AND MORE YET I SURVIVED AND I AM STILL HERE ISNT THAT A HUMAN BEING, I HAVE CHEERISHED I HAVE LOVED I HAVE GIVEN AND YET I HAVE FAILED AND MADE TERRIBLE MISTAKES AND MADE CHOICES I WISH I COULD HAVE CHANGED YET AND I HAVE TREATED EACH OF MY CHIDREN DIFFERANTLY DEPENDING ON NEEDS OR SITUATIONS YET I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED EQUALY AND HAVE SAID I LOVE YOU AND I AM FOREVER SORRY AND CAN NEVER FORGIVE MY SELF FOR ALL I HAVE DONE IN LIFE THAT HAS HURT MY OWN TO ALL NOT ONE REGUARDLESS OF IT ALL AS I STILL DO AND ALTHOUGH I HAD TO WALK AWAY TO TRY FOR A BETTER WAY AND YET I CAME BACK NOT FOR ONE BUT FOR ALL I HAVE MADE MANY OF CHANGES AND HAVE SUFFERED SEVERLY NOT PLACING BLAME AND HAVE FORGIVEN FOR ALL AND I AM STILL HERE WITH ALL THAT I HAVE ISNT THAT A MOTHER, I HAVE BROUGHT ALL I COULD AND GIVING MY BEST TO PROVDE AND KEEP ALL NEEDS IN PLACE TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY I HAVE WORKED LONG HOURS AND YET GONE WITHOUT I HAVE FOUGHT LIKE A LION TO PROTECT THEM ALL AND HAVE SUCEDED IN SOME WAYS ISNT THAT A MOTHER TRYING TO BE A FATHER, I HAVE WATCHED AND LOVED AND BEEN PROUD AS MY BABY BOY TURNED INTO A MAN ISNT HE A SON, I HAVE WATCHED AND LOVED AND BEEN PROUD AS MY BABY GIRLS TURNED INTO WOMEN ARE THEY NOT DAUGHTERS, I HAVE CELEBRATED LIFE I HAVE GIVEN GENEROUSLY I HAVE ACCEPTED RESPONSIBILITY AND I FORGIVEN AND I HAVE MISSED AND YERNED FOR ISNT THAT FAMILY, I HAVE SAT ALONG SIDE MANY I HAVE LENDED A HAND I HAVE UNDERSTOOD AND THROUGH THE YEARS GROWN WITH OTHERS CELEBRATED LAUGHED AND CRIED WITH ISNT THAT A FRIEND, THERE ARE SO MANY MORE THOUGHT I WONDER OF AND SO MANY MORE QUESTIONS I ASK MYSELF YET THROUGHOUT ALL OF THIS I SAY OUTLOUD TO GOD, GOD HAVE I TRIED AND SUCCEDED WITHOUT GIVING IN, HAVE I ASKED FOR PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING AND GIVING EQUALY IN RETURN, HAVE I ASKED YOU TO PROTECT AND YOU HAVE, HAVE I ASKED FOR YOUR BLESSINGS AND RECIEVED, GOD HAVE I ASKED FOR YOUR FORGIENESS AND BEEN FORGINEN, YET GOD HOW IS IT THAT THE CREATOR OF ALL, THE MIGHTIEST OF ALL AND THE PUREST OF ALL CAN DO THIS FOR ME WHEN I HAVE DONE SO WRONG TO YOU AND I HEARD HIM SAY TO ME BECAUSE MY CHILD I AM YOUR FATHER I WILL NEVER STRAY, I MADE YOU A MOTHER SO YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND IN SOME WAY,I HAVE GIVEN YOU CHIDREN SO YOU COULD EXPERIANCE THE POWER OF LOVE YET I HAVE MADE YOU A PERSON WITH HUMAN THOUGHTS YET I HAVE ALSO SENT YOU ANGELES TO HOLD YOUR HAND, AND THEN WHEN HE ASKED IF I NEEDED HIM MORE I ANSWERED OF COURSE FATHER I WILL NEED YOU FOR ALWAYS YOU ARE MY FATHER AS YOU HAVE MADE ME UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF ALL AND MADE ME WHO I AM AS AN INDIVIDUAL OUT OF LOVE AND YOU HAVE GIVING ME LOVE UNDERSTANDIN HAPPINESS AND COURAGE YET WHEN I NEEDED YOU, YOU ALWAYS CAME TO AIDE ME IN LIFE THANK YOU GOD AS I NEED YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND FOREVER I AM YOU CHILD NOT PERFECT YET LOVED WITH GRACE AND ACCEPTANCE AMEN
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 05:24:44 +0000
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