SO, IT SADDENS MY HEART THAT I HAVE DEDICATED AND GIVEN OF MYSELF TO ADVOCATE AND FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF MY TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY TO NO PREVAIL... NO MATTER HOW MUCH I SACRIFICE FOR YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SISTERS, YOU REFUSE TO UNIFY TOGETHER... I WANT TO SAY WELL ERICA, IF YOUR SISTERS DONT WANT HELP THEN JUST WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF... I CANT, I JUST CANT!! MY SISTERS, I BEG YOU, HELP ME UNDERSTAND... WHAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF USING MY OWN FINANCIAL RESOURCES TO START A FOUNDATION. JUST FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE TO HAVE A SAFE SPACE FOR MY TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY TO HAVE AND TO ACQUIRE THE RESOURCES NEEDED TO START A FAIR AND ENJOYABLE WAY OF LIFE...I THINK I MIGHT BE PUSHING AND GIVING OF MY HEART, SOUL, AND COMPASSION TO THE LIMITS... WHY? ? IF THE SISTERS DONT WANT IT, JUST LET GO AND MOVE ON!! I NEEDED TO VENT BECAUSE IM GETTING TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING STRONG AND CARING FOR OTHERS FIRST, AND THINKING OF MY OWN LIFE AND NEEDS LAST... I HAVE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THAT I WANT TO FULFILL... I CANT ACHIEVE, BECAUSE I CHOSE TO PUT ON RESERVE. SO I CAN ADVOCATE FOR THE RIGHTS, RESOURCES AND FREEDOMS OF MY TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY... AGAIN I ASK MYSELF AGAIN FOR WHAT?? IM GOING TO STOP TALKING BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING ABOUT MY SISTERS I WILL NOT REGRET THAT I SAID BECAUSE IT WOULD BE THE SAD TRUTH!! I HAVE DECIDED RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT, TO JUST NOT THINK, WORRY OR PARTICIPATE WITH ANYTHING PERTAINING TO MY TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY...IF YOU DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE, THEN WHY SHOULD I !! GOD, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR THE WAY THAT I FEEL ABOUT MY PEOPLE RIGHT NOW... IM IN NEED OF YOUR GUIDANCE BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW AND IT HURTS. I JUST WANT TO SERVE MY COMMUNITY AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE...NOT BECOME DISAPPOINTED WITH OTHERS TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO GIVE UP ON THEM. PLEASE FORGIVE ME GOD.
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 14:50:04 +0000
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