Saw this on Angel Ramirez-Jordans page and had to share… Maybe this can create great dialogue: She knows that its not working… She knows their relationship has run dry. Shes thought about leaving… shes had thoughts of breaking up… But then she thinks about him finding someone else… loving someone else, growing with someone else, having children, building a family. Him saying I love you to some one else….... and that breaks her heart… Shes not even sure which pain is worse, her being unhappy with him or him being happy with someone else. She doesnt really want to leave. She doesnt want it to be over…. She doesnt even want perfection. She just wants it to work out for them. But shes tired of crying, complaining, pouring her heart out. Shes tired of hearing itll get better, Ill change and shes tired of the constant arguments whenever she tries to talk about it. She remembers a soft, easy, open, laughing person, who was romantic, polite, extremely accommodating, patient, who always said good morning, goodnights, I miss you and I wish you were here….. But now that person is replaced with a hard, closed, cold, uncaring, short-tempered person. That could have just been the early-days novelty….. But he was so genuine…. More than anything she just wants him back. But now even his attitude is rubbing off on her…. They barely say hello properly any more.. No real affection. They hear each other but theyre not truly listening or feeling each other. They bicker about the most smallest things… when they see each other theyre miserable but comfortable and when they dont see each other, theyre comfortable but miserable…. The spark is gone… Its dead. She just wants the old him back… but shes scared that he wont come back, scared hes gone forever and wont ever come back, shes scared that shes wasting her time, effort and tears for nothing.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 18:50:52 +0000