Season 2 Chapter 38 I wanted to give Xolisa chance but I told him to give me some space I need time apart from him just focus on myself and my baby. Two months passed it was now December uZukhanye ehamba ngezinto he was still cute and adorable. The time I was dropping out of school my grandmother and mom said ngo december ndizomlumla umntwana so that ndizokwazi ubuyela esikolweni ndimshiye but things changed. This otherday mom was taking a bath you know ezilalini kusetyenziswa ikom so umntu uyangena while uhlamba.Mom was taking a bath grandmom got in and looked at her I was in bed ndinganakanga nto Grandma : Why do you look like you are pregnant Mom didnt answer she kept on washing her body. Grandma : Hee marn ukhulelwe khome ndijonge. She felt her stamach Grandma : yho yho yho nanku umntana ezantsi sewuzozala. Grandmom clapped hands.I didnt believe my ears did I hear her right or am Im dreaming mom being pregnant I thought she was joking when she said soze angazali ngenxa yomntu ose wamitha. Grandma : Hayi unezinto oko unothi unomzukulwana uphinde umithe hayi kuzobanzima kulomzi. I just thought ndizomshiya nabani umntanam xa umama ezobanomntwana naye.Did she fall pregnant on purpose or it just happened unplanned but why did she kept it as a secret. I couldnt look at her I know by falling pregnant I caused an embarrassment but what she did was more than what I did ibingangeni kakuhle.Now it made sense why ebethandwa kangaka ngu Zukhanye its becouse she is carrying. Later that day while we were watching tv.My phone rang it was Yamkela I picked up. Me : Hey Yamz : Ma :ana khovele Im passing by your house Me : as in now ? Yamz : Yes now He hung up.I got up ndaphuma phandle ndaya ku Yamkela.We hugged. Yamz : Unjani bbe wam Me : Ndiryt wena Yamz : Im good too utheni ingathi awukho ryt na Me : Something is bothering me Yamkela Yamz : Then tell me what is it Me : My mother is pregnant Yamz : So ungena phi wena apho Me : hehehehe hayi Yamkela awuzundibuza lonto marn inoba yintoni into endenzela iworry ke He didnt answer Me : Im worried about my baby Yamkela uzothini uzohlala nabani Yamz : Umamakho kanti Me : I just told you she is pregnant Yamz : Oh that Me : you aint listening Im waisting my time I better leave you come back when you are ready to listen I turn around he held me by my hand Yamz : Im sorry Ma:ana ingxaki ndiyakukhumbula marn Me : Ndikhumbule kaloku Yamkela undiyeka ndihambe Yamz : ok I hear you Ma : Ana you are worried ba Zulhanye uzoshiyeka nabani nam that also worries me becouse Im not working if I was working bendizoqesha umntu but I have nothing now Me : Nam bendingathi yiba ne mali ngoku but was telling you whats bothering me qha awabonisa mdla ndiyahamba ke Yamke : Anathi wait Me : no ndileqa umntana. I rushed back inside I watched tv le bendiyibukele kakade.Im worried about my child noba ndizobuyela njani esikolweni uYamkela yena all he thinks about kukundikhumbula while Im standing infront of him tshn this man. While we were watching generations in peace my grandmother disturbed, Grandma : kengo yena uAnathi izothini into yakhe Mom : Andiyazi Haibo did she just said she doesnt know. Grandma : You have to know you wont tell me you dont know you are the one who has a grandchild not me Mom : What do I say then Grandma : The time you were falling pregnant you knew what you were going to do Mom : inoba akazufunda ke Grandma : Heeee hayi uyasihlaza phofu kuzohlazeka wena apha Mom : ndithini ke ndibe namawele Grandma : Andazi ngendibuza wena. Grandma got up wabambelela izandla esinqeni waphinda wahlala phantsi.This conversation was hurting me couse its my future after all and I had no say andinanto ndize kanye Nkosi. My grandmother was angry kwenzeke into ebengayicingelanga manyani she was talking alone. Grandma : Anathi awuzumlumla lomntana ebeleni Me : What no you cant be serious haibo Grandma : Im serious Me : No Magaba mna andizudunjelwa ngamabele esikolweni agcwale ubisi let alone ugcwala andizunikiselwa lubisi and ndizobe ndihlala etown mos xa ndisenza imatric andizukwazi uvuka apha. Grandma : Thats the thing awuzuyofunda eJ.S uzohlala ufunde pha eBonkolo ubuyele emntaneni wakho asizelanga kaloku thina umntu ozeleyo apha nguwe. I kept quiet.It was all made up I had no say vele ndim umntu Ozeleyo I had to live with it wether I like it or not.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 14:56:00 +0000