Season 2 Chapter 7 Things at home were fine I was so stressed about this whole thing but I had to be strong for the sake of the baby.My tummy was growing kancinci.I wasnt bonding with child I wont lie I was angry all the time not becouse of hormones no but becouse Im carrying someones child who doesnt want me anymore.That Yamkela guy I once met I bumped to him again we exchanged numbers he wanted to see me when my tummy is big he still didnt believe I was pregnant. Weeks went by Final exams were close I wasnt ready at all.Yamkela never contact me not even once when I login on mxit and find him online he would say ungu Mizz what what he doesnt even know the guy called Yamkela.Who on earth does that na.Ive heard he is around wednesday following day I was writing Isixhosa paper 2. In the evening that day my aunt came to my home and said she is looking for me ndavela. Aunt : lo Yamkela ke uthi umithiswe nguye uhambe sithi apha elalini awumithiswanga nguye. I looked down I wasnt expecting that atleast she should have said that in a better way. Mom : Andimkhathalelanga noba uthini mna lo Yamkela umntu xa emithi umntana uyaphuma sizobona qha umntana uzophuma esithini. Aunt : wathi lo Yamkela ku Tsiba angaphindi asiwe pha uAnathi ngoba akamithiswanga nguye. Mom : uzotsho pha ebazalini bakhe kaloku akazuhambe sitsho. Aunt : phendula ntombazana ithini into ngoku se early Mom : wayethe umithiswe ngu Yamkela ufuna athini kanti ngoku. I couldnt speak for myself I just couldnt say a word I cried thats all I was doing I knew it wasnt healthy to cry but my heart was so heavey. I couldnt sleep that day I cried whole night I had a sleepless night I thought everything like he is out there having good time of his life bear in mind I was writing following day ngo 12 :30.I called Siphelele he tried to comfart me I slept. Following day I woke my bp was high I couldnt breath proper ndinesifuthu futhu but ndehla ndaryt.I headed to school for my exam.I wrote my exams on my way from school to town was walking with Ondy ,Ncesh and Atha.I saw Yamkela in distance I wasnt sure if its him we got close. Me : nanku uYamkela Ncesh : you lie Me : really look at him he will pretend as if he doesnt see me. Him and his friend were talking with girls.The moment he saw me he looked far away like he doesnt even know me. Ncesh : is he the one with black jean Me : yeah nguye Atha : ayifani naye lento ayenzayo marn Ondy : akhonto ifana nomntu Skoko bonke banje youll never know them abagqitywa mntu. As they were talking I was losing my energy bit by bit how could he be like that akanaso nesazela marn no. Me : girls ndizoma apha ngase spar mna Ondy : sijike khona Me : yeah Im fine ningajika Atha : are you sure couse you dont seem fine Me : Noni Athabile Im fine yhoo I rolled my eyes. Thet left me.I needed time to think as I always do.As I was standing there wathi gqi to my direction the moment he saw me wawela indlela.I looked at him as he walked far from me becouse one day he will be on his knees in front of me begging for forgiveness.I snap out of my thoughts when the transport arrived ndagoduka. Two weeks passed I was done with the exams now ndijongene nento yophinda ndisiwe kulo Yamkela.I was stressed uyaphika that means there will a lot of talking I cant talk kemna ndizithulele I hate explaining into umntu ayaziyo. I woke up the day ndisisiwa its sunday.My tummy wasnt big but you could tell lo akayedwanga kwaphela.I woke up made something to eat ndandisitya hayi nje kancinci.My big brother and I left we met uncle on the way. Big brother : Anathi you sure mos nge nyanga I nodded. Uncle : izophika lantwana yazi yaya kum isithi akamithisanga Anathi. Brother : inesigezo ngewawuyifake imvubu kakhulu Uncle : tshini ndakhupha induku ndayivuthulula yaphuma ngazo. I wanted to laugh but ke yho impoxo. We arrived kulo Yamkela saya ngase buhlanti sangeniswa endlini.Wayovuswa uYamkela he didnt even look at me wama ngenyawo. Yamzs mom : yintoni wama khawuhlale phaphantsi. Yamzs Dad : Nisaze ngo Yamkela phofu. Heee isigezo kodwa. Me : Ewe Tata. Yamz s Dad : Yamkela uyamazi lomntana. Yamz : hayi tata Yamzs Dad : nditsho igama ne fani mna noba uhlalaphi. Yamz : ndiyaqala umbona tata Yamzs mom : ungasibhanxi Yamkela Yamz : heee hayke ngo mama ndithi ndiyaqala umbona mna lomntu. I laughed in disbelief.
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