Season #4-96 Her: say what Me: I have to go I ran to the lounge and I took my bag it was on the couch Linda was with ma and the kids I just went outside Busisiwe Busi mamNoli kept calling and I didnt dare look back I got to my car and opened the door and I just saw the door close I looked and it was Linda Me: let me go Him: no I was crying he took the keys away from me Him: we need to talk okay Me: I dont want to talk Him: then listen Me: no Linda all I have been doing is listen to you look at the mess were in I cant even look at you Him: baby when we were a gold reef city I thought we okay Me: I had to pretend because of my kids Him: baby tell me anything I will do it just dont leave please I didnt have words I couldnt look at him I was in so much pain uke wema nomuntu and because they have violated you though their intentions are pure you will always feel like he will do it again I distanced myself from him coz you know what they say about people if they did it once chances are they will do it again when he moved his hand I felt like he wanted to slap me thats how scared I was of him my niggar my man my husband baba wezingane zami I just couldnt take it Him: please dont be scared of me Me: not scared you brought this on yourself you made me this way and now you telling me to not be scared Him: Im sorry Me: I have never met a person who took sorry and made it meaningless like you do Linda I cant dream because of you I cant smile because of you I cant look forward to the future because the man who promised me a bright future has killed that dream I am so lost in my own marriage I am so unhappy in my own happiness I am nothing in this big beautiful life we have created because you couldnt hold yourself you couldnt for once trust me you couldnt believe me as a husband should to his wife I know Im not perfect but I I Him: baby you Me: shut up I have heard it up to here with you and your lack of trust in me you cheated on me with so many woman over and over and over again but niggar I managed to let you live your life and be happy I managed to let you do anything you want to do I managed Linda to take your word for it though your word sometimes was so hard to believe I kissed 2 guys in the years of our marriage and this is how little you think of me but why what is it engaka engayenza kuwe eyakwenza ube like this Him: baby I realize I have been a bad husband and havent lived up to my promises but believe me when I say I cant survive without you I love you I need you the thought of you in another mans hands makes my skin crawl Im not the best Ive never been married before you are my first and second hell my fourth wife in one and I dont want to lose you so please my angel hate me dont talk to me but please dont leave atleast do it for the kids Ill even move out of our room if I have to just dont leave us Im begging you my wife ngiyakucela ma Nkosi love of my life my angel my everything Tears kept falling out Me: can I have my keys Him: where are you going Me: letha please He gave me I went back to the house and went straight to my room I threw my bag on the bed I took off my clothes and I wore a black short and a vest ngafaka ama sneakers ami e puma I tied a bend on my head I went downstairs Linda was not there Khumo: going somewhere Me: Im going for a run Her: wait for LJ hes gone to change Me: uzangithola phambili I want to be alone Her: you okay sesi Me: what does that mean where are my kids Her: they left le abuti theyve gone to buy supper you changing the topic Me: cool and sist and ma Her: sesi Busi Me: Khumo stop it please I yelled Her: Im worried about you Me: thats not your job Im out I went out and James opened for me Him: hhe things change neh Me: yep wheres my friend Him: she went home but I might go fetch her tomorrow Me: kumnandi neh Him: kakhulu ma B all thanks to you Me: I accept debit orders too We laughed Him: hamba B before uyimosha Me: cool So I left and I started moving slow then upped my pace it felt good I ran mfana for the first time in like wow the last time I gymd I had just given birth to ThandoLwethu when we had a gym at the estate I loved the feeling I got and I was exhausted I needed water when I got to where I will call it the end of my run I sat down and did some leg exercises and all I wonder uphi uLj after 15 minutes I stood up and I started running down now when I was half way this indian woman was also going down so we were like jogging together Her: hi Me: hey She threw me a bottle of water I was so thirsty I just drank Me: thanks Her: pleasure I have never seen you before are you new in this neighborhood Me: something like that Her: Im Bhavna Me: Busi Her: nice to meet you Me: you to Her: do you jog regularly or are you jogging coz you have a lot on your mind Me: am I that easy to read Her: ohh well what can I say growing up and getting married does that to people Me: true Her: so where do you stay Me: just down the road Parker street Her: me too Me: wow really Her: whats your address Me: 212 Her: girl we front opposites Me: ohh Her: Im at 412 Me: wow thats sweet Her: you shouldnt stop running Me: I wont its good hey Her: and the fresh air I realized everytime I meet people I always let them ask or talk mina ngiphendule and its so not a nice habit so here ima be free Me: so bhavna you married Her: happily 3 years now Me: ncooo thats sweet Her: and you Me: yep its supposed to be 15 years now but we separated then got back together Her: home is where the heart is Me: indeed so wheres husband Her: oh he must be home now hes only closing on the 13th Me: next week what does he do Her: he works for eskom Me: thats nice and you Her: Im starting my business Me: ohh what kind Her: let me find an investor and Ill tell you Me: I might help you I dont know ukuthi iphume njani leyo I just heard myself say it she stopped and I stopped too Her: are you kidding me right now Me: Im not Her: like seriously seriously Me: serious send me your proposal and lets take it from there She screamed and came to hug me Im really not a hugger unless you are the mini Nkosis and the adopted ones or Mr Nkosi himself so I hugged her back Her: this is just great Me: Im not saying yes my dear lets see whats what and well talk Her: thank you anyways Bhusi Me: my pleasure now can we go before we see fbi planes flying over our heads Her: what do you mean Me: I have a super over protective husband She laughed Her: he means well Me: well his well is a little overboard Her: shame man lets go then So we went down ke saya ekhaya we got there and since I didnt have a phone I gave her Lindas numbers so she can call me and I took hers and she would come and buy me and my money tomorrow morning so I went to the house and they were eating so I went up to my room and I started undressing ngaba naked and I wrapped a towel around myself Linda wangena Him: heard you went for a run I nodded Him: maybe I should join you kusasa neh plus Ive been meaning to jog since so how was it Me: fine Him: so ujike kuphi Me: le phezulu not sure where Him: LJ naye ubuyo gijima and athi he didnt see you I looked at him Him: maybe you didnt use the same route so met anyone Me: yep Him: who Me: some woman named Bhavna uhlala e front opposite yethu Him: just her Me: Linda why dont you just ask did I meet any man Him: I didnt want to ask that Me: then get to the point please Him: baby Im reaching out here Me: fine Him: you took long though hambele u Lj kucala but he came back first Me: Im not doing this with you I went to the shower ngavulela amanzi and I sat down and I cried a good cry ayikho into emnandi njengoku khalela in a shower coz noone can see or count your tears it felt good and refreshing especially after a run then seeing that you have a jackass of a husband....
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 17:47:50 +0000
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